I struggled to get up from my bed. The light peeked out the window. It was morning and I was thankful there was no class today because it is Saturday.
But I now remember that it was eydan's birthday. I got up from my bed, I stretch my body before I'm going to clean the area. I made my bed first to look clean and wiped the floor. This is how I am every day, so as not to be cluttered in the room the room needs to be clean.
Maybe I'll take a bath later after I clean the whole house. After I cleaned the room, it was in the living room. I went out of my room yawning but as soon as I opened the door my yawning was interrupted when the twins immediately appeared in my sight.
I went back to the room and took something from the drawer. I went out and reopened the door, Both eydan and eya smile at me. I smiled too.
"Good morning !." They said the same thing.
"Morning." I moved toward eydan and the young man smirked at me.
"Happy birthday." I messed up eydan's hair like a puppy, I give him something.
My gift for eydan, I noticed eydan was amazed at the gift I gave to him.
"Why are you bothering to give me a gift?. Didn't I say, it's okay with me when you are my gift and as you date me on my birthday?." Said eydan, I frowned.
"So, you don't like my gift?. You don't like it?."
"No!. I wish you hadn't bothered to buy a gift for me. You just have enough." I squeezed her ear lightly.
"Accept it or I won't just give it to you." I threaten. He quickly took it and then he hugged me tight. I hugged him too.
I miss this for being so sweet to me, Eya smiled at me and joined the hug. We were released and I asked them.
"What time is the party?." I told her.
"Tonight sister then eydan has many more guests." she says.
"We're here first now, we're just going home at once, fanta." Said eydan. I nodded.
"Sure. But wait, did you catch mom here earlier?." I asked.
I noticed that my mother was not there, maybe she went to work early.
"Yes sister, mother Giselle said, we will not wait for her tonight, we will just go first and then she will follow." She explained, I nodded.
"Have you eaten yet?. Let's eat first." I offered them and they followed me to the kitchen. While we were eating I asked eydan if I could take rashdy to his birthday, he agreed that I was glad.
After all, I will not be ashamed anymore because their family is really very kind. As usual, even on Saturdays, mom is at work and her days off is still open. I was cleaning the house and putting away the clutter as well.
They are here eydan and eya, to help me. I am grateful to the twins because they help and is always there for my problems. I treat them like brothers and sisters and I don't have any siblings so I consider them brothers even though they are annoying sometimes. But I love them the most, Even though they are rich and I am purely poorl, we consider each other to be equal, and because they say that is what their parents.
Mr. McNeill They father. He is in charge of our area. He still provides for the needy with his own efforts and success. So that's my idol. The wife of Mr. McNeil Ms. Thea is also my mom's friend. My mother got pregnant earlier than auntie Thea. Wrong, my mom did not get married, but by mistake I was fruitful but I accepted everything. They were friends when they were in college and until now they have been each other.
After we had breakfast I went back to cleaning and they also helped with the housework. immediately after our cleaning we had lunch so I told them to eat first and would take a bath first.
Earlier I said I was going to take a bath but I could not continue because of busy cleaning the area. I noticed that my cellphone was ringing and I was very happy when rashdy called, I texted him because it was eydan's birthday today and I will take him. I picked up my cellphone and answered it.
"Hello Rashdy." My voice dropped a little. "Come to our house today, eydan's birthday. I'll take you to their house, include aunt genina, and I'll tell you something important." I continue,
I am referring to rashdy's mother. "That's right fanta, okay, I'm going, but I can't be with mom, because she has a job. So, it's just me?." He said, I nodded.
"Is that so, all right, go with here now."
"Okay, fanta. Watch me at the gate of your house."
"You just went straight in, okay?."
"Okay sure, see you later, Bye!.
I looked at the time, It was about nine o'clock, and it was nine o'clock rashdys here at home.
I could smell myself and I could hardly breathe because of the stench, I decided to take a bath first because my body was sticky.
"Eydan and eya, I'll take a bath first. You eat first." I insisted on them.
"Sure ate fanta, take your time." Alas, they are not used to cleaning because they have maids in their mansion. They are the ones who really helped me willingly even though I could do it alone.
I stopped them but they insisted to help me. I nodded and smiled slightly at them. I headed to comfort room and started taking a bath. Fortunately, I was able to store water.
"Sis fanta, kuya rashdy is here!." I heard eyali shout. I just finished bathing and getting dressed.
I immediately sent rashdy here to talk about the things I am currently missing. He was just right so I acted quickly. When I finished getting dressed, I went out and left the room, while I was still combing my hair.
"Hi! Oh eydan happy birthday."
"Thanks." I heard them talking.
I found them having fun and rashdy was whispering to eyali, eya giggled. I raised an eyebrow.
'What is rashdy whispering to eya?.'
"You're serious, so I can tell you its sister rash. Not brother, gets?. I can be a woman. Then isn't it obvious from my actions." Rashdy said while modeling in front of eya and rampaging.
I looked at eya's reaction and was obviously disgusted with rashdy's actions. I just scratched my head and rolled my eyes at what he was doing.
"It's obvious from your actions but if you dress like you're a man." Eydan said reluctantly while crossing his arms.
"But you really are a man even if you act like a woman. There is still no change." Eydan added while leaning on the roof. I saw rashdy glared to eydan and he rolled his eyes.
Rashdy looked in my direction. "Come here fanta, tell me the truth, are you really sending me here just to make me look like a twin that I will never be a woman?." He said sarcastically. I was fascinated by his antics. This gay man is really crazy.
"Well, it depends on you if you become transgender." Eydan answered rashdy's question to me. I just scratched my eyebrow.
"Stop that, the two of you. I already told you that you are here, because I have something to tell you. Sit down first and I will get you some juice." I said this and I turned to eydan and eya.
"Can you go out there first and play with the kids?." I told them and eya scratched her neck with what I said.
"Sister, we are no longer young to participate in children playing outside." I horrified while she was saying that.
They are girls and young men, Life is really young yes, I gasped in the air and look at eya.
"You'll just watch the kids play there." At the same time I look at eydan to help me out, they just going around and watch the children playing outside. He frowned at me and seemed to be thinking.
"Wait? What are you and rashdy going to do, ate fanta?." Eya asked in astonishment.
"I just want to say something important and your brother rashdy and I just need two." I answered eya and I looked at eydan and said I was asking him for help. Eydan is mature enough to think so he can really understand what I want from to mean, and if I can't stop it, eya will definitely get out of her seat. But of course it's just a joke.
"Hey, come on, let's buy something at the store first, you want chocolate, right?." Persuasion by eydan to eya. I was surprised when she suddenly stood up and smiled at at eydan.
"That's it. Let's go." Eya pulled eydan out of the house. I just shook my head and took some juice. Chocolate is the only counterpart. Rashdy and I started talking and he was just listening to what I said. But when I told him the loss of the twin spirit inside my body.
"So, how is that, you have never encountered a tragedy. It is better that way than that you will be ruined because of that." I nodded.
"By the way, let's go out first and we will bring the twins to the mall so that they can be happy and as much I want to buy something for him and my birthday to eydan." Said rashdy.
"All right, you treat that for us." I said.
"Of course, so that we don't get stressed outside when we have time!" He flip his hair as if he has long hair. I lightly slapped him on his arm.
I called them eya and eydan to tell them we were going out. The four of us went out and enjoyed playing, as if we were going back to the kids we used to have.
Just the fun, relieving sadness even without my dad made me still happy because of my friends.
That because I was young when I last saw my father, he went home to another country and now that I have grown up I heard he is here in the Philippines. But he did not show up. Maybe there is a preoccupation, her children and her real wife.
When will I see my father again?.
"Let's eat first." Rashdy said still gasping for breath because of the run. Because he joined the children chasing. It also seems to return to childhood.
We followed rashdy. But I caught my eye as we entered the expensive restaurant where rashdy took us I saw them zemio and alleah, eating and laughing together. They look sweet. I just looked away.
Of course that moment of theirs I have no intention of destroying. I gasped and We went to our seats and rashdy was currently getting food for us to eat.
While we were waiting I caught a glimpse of chandler in my eyes. It eats alone. the world is really very little. I was not surprised when it looked in our direction. He was so surprised to see me, he did not really expect us to meet here.
Then I was just thinking that I never thought he would like me. What does he see in my person and he will like me as well. I thought more of just respecting his liking for me.
But he is still at fault for me, why did he do the thing that makes me angry?.