Happenings, persons and names are not copied or based on real life Warning: Impulsive actions or matured words are written
This is MiXan Ashle signing as underrated author
Love is a feeling you will never forget
(Random name) pov
Why does it have to be like this? Fuck
everyone, I'm in pain but I love him so
can't be left behind
I shouldn't have left him alone this is my
fucking fault for bringing troubles to
him
Zhadie tapped me on the shoulder
"That's enough, Alyn. Rion and Min are
already waiting, plsss I know he needs
you next to him but they need you more
now '' she said
I remember them, they are my sunsrise
and sunset But without him, There is no Shadow
He is the one I often spend with at night,
he is the one I often spend with
everything
I did not know that leaving him with the
reason of having his child would cause
so much pain
I'm scared now, because the one he
remembers he loves is Zhadie and not
me
Why her? My friend again, even
explained to him many times he
wouldn't belive me
Having my twins is a gift I brought
before leaving, but not knowing the
father of my child is no more the person
who gave me them
He is my Shadow And
I am his Addiction
But now I am a stranger in his eyes
"Leave me first please, I said goodbye
to the twins who will take care of me. If
you think I'm not having a hard time or
getting hurt, well just go away first.
What's in my brain now is to talk to him"
I said without emotion
My trust is no longer repairable
One mistake can take my trust away
He did not answer and I just heard the door close, I took the phone and went out to call my older brother Flair
/Calling...Flair/
[Why, Alyn? Is there a problem?] "Brother, I can't do it anymore" I just
suddenly burst into tears
[Ssssshhhh, hold on, I know he will remember you too]
"Brother, please get Rion and Zhadie first, please take care of them first"
[You better talk to him, you know the twins are excited for their father to arrive, dont do anything that could hurt those two]
"Okay brother ''
[You know, Alyn.You should not give up, you love her right?]
"Yes and I cant picture my life without him"
[Alyn is not easy what you are going through but I hope you can forgive her if she makes a mistake, just think about your child, that's it.]
"Thank you for being the best kuya ever kuya Flair"
[Welcome, they need me na so be careful and rest atleast, Bye]
As soon as my older brother went down
the line, I immediately entered the room
where he was
"You are now awake, are you okay? Is
anything wrong? You can tell me" i said
even though pain is with me
He just looked at me coldly as if I was
no longer with him
"Just leave, you are not what I need,
where is Zhadie?" He said and asked
more First blood, hehe it doesn't hurt
He did not know how crushed I was at
what he said "Please, don't be like that
oh. They're already waiting for you Rion,
my Rey" I said with a smile, I tried to
change the subject
"Who are you? I don't even know you
when you say we have a child and I love
you?" Double kill,just shit
"Believe me Gray, I .... a- I am the one
you love, I-I love you. We have a child
t-together "I stammered while holding
back my tears
"Bitch I don't have a child because
Zhadie is the one I love, your twin you
can never say that to me because I don't
know you" Triple Kill, but I consider that
as a maniac he talks too worse
It's been four months since he woke up
but he considers me a stranger
You cannot say that my world has
collapsed or that my life is useless
He remembered Zhadie but that was
not the painful part
The part that hurts me so much is
telling me that he hates our child
You who gave birth to her offspring, will
you not be hurt if she says
'I don't like them, I don't like them! They
are not mine!'
Makes me be my old version
He is my Shadow And
I am his Addiction
But now I am a stranger in his eyes
Tell me if you really will not be hurt like
that, I have endured for years not to go
home to the Philippines for him
But I do not expect that no matter what I
do without it I can not stop what
happens
You cant say that i wish i didn't left,
because there are hundreds of reason
why i left and thousand ways for me to
stay but he didn't find even one way for
me not to get away
I know I'm tired of chasing people
running away from you, but that last
time I ran, all in my mind was he'll chase
us.Us and not only me hoping he'd
realize what I am saying but he thought
it as lie
***
I fell asleep tired and wondering how he
would remember me I just woke up and
Zhadie entered just in time, I seem to be
losing self steem that he will remember
me every time the person I hate is there
I ignored him and got up to go out, I
wanted to go to my hideaway
But she smiled at me before I even
reached the door, f*ck! I was just
holding back because I didn't want to
hurt people, but the one who treated me
like that was against it
"What are you giving up on? Alyn, did
she say she loves you?" Zhaddie asked,
obviously she likes Gray
"Fix your emotions, it doesn't matter to
you. It 's so obvious that you really like
my situation right now" I said coldly to
him
He was surprised by what he said so I
pushed him gently and went down to
the hospital parking lot
I brought all my belongings with me, I
dug the key of my marble colored
ducati, I wore my leather jacket, my
knee cap, my driving gloves and helmet,
then I checked my dashcam
I am ready to go, i straddle my ducati
then drove off
All i think of one safe place where i dont
know, i want a place where i can rest my
pain
I dont know where will my ducati can
take me but i wish it can take me
Since seeing in the shadows I know we
are not permanent but I love him
There are things he doesn't know yet
and he needs to remember me, but how
can I do that if my childhood is different He was Reyrey the boy who even when
he was young forced me to defend him Now everything goes back to its place,
My shadow reflects on the sky,
I am standing in the darkness
And I want to go somewhere, only place
for the person who has fallen
Where he was the first important
person I brought there, where all the....
Love between Shadows start