M: "Then shouldn't you feel lonely? And by the way what grade is he in?"
D: "He was only in the second grade of high school but left from morning till evening because she was so active! He follows a lot of extracurricular activities and also goes through several foreign language classes that are scheduled three times a week. So if I come home during the day, I'll be alone in a house that makes me feel bad.
Actually many of the neighbors around my house, even those in front of my house were like family to us, but they also had their day to do. So that's why I stall for time every time I get home."
M: "Why don't you choose to help your mom at the store? Wouldn't it be better to kill time for your studies?"
D: "That's what I want to do, I want to help my mom at the store every day, but my mom tells me she doesn't like the employees, as if I'm taking over or telling them I'm doing a job that makes them look useless during working hours!"
M: "You see how things went wrong? I heard you have a boyfriend named Arga? Would you please tell me about him!"
D: "About the Arga? (Dejected)
Mmm.. Actually I don't want to remember, I'm just heartbroken because of her.
And this is what it feels like?
It hurts here!" (Sakitnya tuh disini)
M: "That sounds like a title song? Sorry, hehee!" (Awkwardly)
D: "Yeah, I feel really hard to express!
It's like I can't breathe when all around me is so full of air, I can't speak when my tongue is so flexible, and I can't hear when the sound around me is so loud.
My bones feel brittle, my veins and joints feel weak, my mind is empty as if I've lost my memory.
Even if I could lose my memory, I just want to forget all those parts, yes... all those parts about him!!
And what's been adding to my pain, because this afternoon, I accidentally walked in on Arga, and she was alone with amira." (Heads down)
M: "Mmm... Who's Amira anyway? Why do you look so haggard, and why don't you just plain talk to both of them at the same time?"
D: "Amira too, she is one of the prettiest five girls in our school. Back when we first started school, both of us were classmates, 1b while in kiki 1a.
And she and I have been on pretty good terms ever since, although not as close as kiki's, but we've always been on hand in working on a school project.
It's just that, ever since the second grade, things have started to change, because we were in different classes, she was in the 2b class while I was in the 2a class, and from then on, we haven't really talked much like we used to, except for the student council stuff.
But this afternoon, I saw with my own eyes that she was alone with Arga, and also very clearly I heard her sexually harassing Arga, who has been dating me for almost two years, and she certainly knows about it.
I've always been used to seeing them talking together, because Arga and Amira knew each other before they knew me. They've been in the same school since middle school, so I think it's only natural that they be friends with or even friends like me with Kiki.
And I can also say that Amira was the one who introduced me to Arga for the first time, but Amira isn't the matchmaker between us, because Arga hisself approached me without any help!"
M: "Awesome wooow! May I tell you how it was when you first became close?" (wishing smiles)
(Hesitating) "Mm... Okay, so it starts off like this:
Back then, when we were just in second grade, amira was elected new student council President, because the old one had to focus on getting ready for the graduation exam next year, and then without the election, she immediately designated me as her representative, but because I still didn't have the confidence, I turned down the offer.
So, Donita was chosen, who came from the 2c class, who happens to be the daughter of one of the best teachers at the school. Anyway, Amira kept asking me to be an organization, so she put me as a secretary for her. She's acting like that, probably because Amira knows I'm doing my job very carefully, so she keeps insisting I join her as a member.
And kiki, she doesn't like being in an organization like that, she prefers to pursue art painting as an ecstasy for her.
At that time, as usual every year, our school was going to have a graduation party for third graders. And we new student council members must be very busy even after receiving the guidance of the old student body.
I'm the secretary not to mention the mounting task of helping the other members, and one of my primary tasks is to draw up the order of events. As a result, I work more in the field with the recruits.
And to fill out the senior showcase, Arga and his band mates, will also be performing on stage. So, it wasn't just one or two times that we saw each other, even though he practiced in the hall.
That Arga, his people are known to be very cool when it comes to strangers or just friends, but when he's close and good friends with his, he's very understanding even considerate. That's why sometimes we work together to get some unfinished work done, even though the expressions on his cold face still scare me!
Yeah... You might say, he's the one who's been helping me out, because he's actually just rehearsing with his band.
But then one day, there was an unexpected and truly unexpected event that occurred, a traveling treasurer, who had just suffered a traffic accident that required her stay in the hospital for a long time.
So, I could not help but take away the rest of her job.