"Yes, please. This can't happen between us just yet," I plead, as he kisses on my neck. He moves back slightly to look into my eyes. "And tell me why not? I see that you are feeling good," he asks. I say, "Look, Luke. It's not that I don't. It's just that no matter what you say or think, I am still not right for you. And you know that." "Oh really? You make my decisions for me, now huh? That I don't want you because of how you think we don't deserve to be together? Alright then," he says, getting up and walking away from me.
I look at him as he walks away. 'I really like him. I actually think I have fallen in love with him, but as usual, I'm just too afraid that I will be hurt again, or he won't really want me, or I'll hurt him,' I think to myself. I get up and go find him on his phone. "Yeah, Renee. We can meet tonight. I'm not doing anything important," he says to the person on the phone. 'Well, dang. I did deserve that, didn't I?' I think to myself. I place my hand on his shoulder, but he shrugs my hand away. I shudder and step back.
I head to the table to get my belongings and start leaving the area until I see a road. I phoned a cab and look back to see Prince Luke still on the phone, laughing and smiling. I sighed and say, "I hope that you both will be happy together. Just know that I have fallen in love with you and I'm sorry." I get into the cab and head back to the palace to get some rest.