It's 9:00 o'clock and my best friend just called and said get dressed in

something sexy. I hope she knows I own no such attire.

So I am looking, but I'm more of a tight jeans, cute top kind of girl

pretty casual. Victoria knocks at the door about an hour later.

"Damn Chrissy I knew you wouldn't have nothing so I brought

some skirts." Damn I am not sure if I should be grateful or

insulted. "Look Chrissy my boyfriends best friend is visiting so we

are doing a double date tonight."

Do I even have a say in this Victoria? "No look I am tired of you always

in your books and being stressed you need a fun night, and this is a

intervention." I begin to sigh cause I know that she is right. "Look

Chrissy sexy black skirt with a red top off the shoulders this is

perfect." Why are you trying to dress me like a hooker Victoria?"

Oh Chrissy come on try it on I'll do your hair and make up. I begin

to mumble and just give in. Look the guy is really smart, and sexy

it's just one night I'm not saying take him home and fuck him. I

give her a funny look, "okay I guess that is true." She finishes my hair

and make up with a high ponytail, and dark eyes, and red lips.

I feel so out of my comfort, but I kind of like it. I go and get dressed

the guys will be here any minute. "Wow! "Chrissy you look jaw

dropping gorgeous. Look what you've been hiding?"

I took a look and I am in a bit of shock, never really saw myself as sexy.

The doorbell rings. I go to answer and I swear my ankles buckled

when I saw the guy I was totally speechless. Chris Victoria's boyfriend

ran on in as we awkwardly stood in the doorway. Well you must

be Chrissy? Yes yes I am sorry I am a bit nervous. I invited him in

for a moment. "Chrissy I love you girl, but enjoy your date." "What

Wait a minute! I thought we were double dating?" "Nope look just have fun

don't stress!" I am so not happy about being tricked! "Chrissy I

brought some movies or we could go out? Whatever is more

comfortable?" I stay quiet I am so nervous, first I suck at this and

second, he is super cute. "If it's okay I'd rather stay in I really don't

dress like this." He pauses and looks at me oddly. "Well it's just my

opinion but you are a natural beauty so wear what you wish." I

decided to get change into some shorts, and a tank top as he gets

the movie going. He is already sitting down waiting on me. "Have

a seat I hope you like thrillers?" Okay the man has taste cause

I love a good thriller movie. This is crazy I know nothing about this guy, but I am

more comfortable not knowing I think. The movie begins, and he looks

at me and wraps his arm around me. I tense up a little bit at first.

"Chrissy if it's not okay just tell me?" "No you are fine Nick I am

just nervous." It was nice that he asked. I snuggle into him a bit. I am

watching the movie, but my heart is racing. He keeps looking at

me in a very sweet way. He puts his hand from my shoulder to my

leg. Never in all my life was I ever so nervous. I had dated, but it

all seem like nothing special. I lay my head on his chest as he

begins to run his fingers through my hair. I had to ask. "Nick so

how long are you in town?" "Well that depends if I get into college

here so hopefully I'll be moving here." Oh wow! I pause for a

moment. I always look down when I get nervous. "Chrissy why do

you keep looking down?" I do an awkward laugh. "I am just nervous

I suppose." Nick takes my chin and makes me look at him. "Well I

must be honest I don't really date, Chris practically threaten me to

come out." "I sure am glad he did cause you are gorgeous." I laugh

again. "Yeah Victoria did the same to me." We both had a good

laugh about it. Nick touches my chin again to look at him. "You

have the most beautiful eyes." Again my heart races, I start to get

goosebumps from my nerves. I no more then blink, and our lips

were touching. Felt like sparks were flying, I never wanted it to

end. Before I knew it there was a knock at the door "damn it!" "Victoria

what are you doing back already?" She giggles. " I knew you

would go back in your casual clothes." I sighed. "Well Chris and I

were gonna see if you guys wanted to join us at dinner." I did

promise a double date so I felt bad after we left." Okay we can do

that. Nick and I look at each other. We definitely had a moment

and hopefully it won't be the last time I see him again.

After the date dinner I just knew Victoria would want details.

"Well Chrissy, did anything happen aside from you going back to the plain jane attire?"

Their really wasn't anything to tell as far as I was concerned, but boy was she ever so

Nosey. Don't get me wrong I love how we are complete opposites, but I know how

guys are they get bored easily. I'm just not going to put my all in one night, but I

might write about it. "Look Victoria nothing happened we thought each other were

attractive, but you weren't gone that long either."

"I know I just felt bad and didn't want you pissed at me. I just thought it would be

good For you to get out and do something normal."

Wow who was she to act like I wasn't normal or to make that assumption.

Normal is overrated anything, and just a matter of opinion. Hell every time I blink

she has a new guy. "Look just because I don't feel like dating just anyone at random

doesn't mean I'm not normal. Sure I might seem like I am boring. I just don't see

pushing myself just because some guy is cute. I want something that is real."

I think she knew I was insulted by that remark, but I really hate dating the whole

process is stupid, and self absorb in most cases. I get it I prefer my casual wear, and

half the time I can't even tell when a guy is trying to flirt with me. However I also

think guys are lazy and don't really put in the effort so why should I? I know she

probably think I don't have raging needs, but I really do. It just isn't up for discussion

that is my business. If Nick calls me great, but if he doesn't I don't really care either.

"Look I'm sorry Chrissy I didn't mean to insult you, but if you never get out how will

you ever meet anyone? Plus I like the idea of us double dating, and thought it would

help to make you more comfortable." Before I could respond my phone was ringing,

and I never got calls this late. It was Nick calling me!! I didn't answer. I didn't want to

seem anxious and I figured I could call him tomorrow. "Who was it Chrissy? Was it

Nick, and if so why not answer him?" I pretended like it wasn't. I didn't want her to

make this a thing, and get all excited over nothing so I played it cool. "No it was just

some number I didn't know so I sent it to voicemail." Victoria is so that friend that

always needs a man. She doesn't understand how good it can be to have peace and

quiet. Maybe I do like my alone time is a bit too much, but I'm also a writer. I live in

my imagination a lot, and find it hard to date when I fantasize so much about things

that don't really happen. I never would dare to admit it but I am a hopeless romantic,

and still a virgin. I am beyond frustrated, but it's best I keep my nose in my books

away from temptation. Nick was very sweet and tempting. I want something magical

and special not driven by sex, and be yesterday's news. My standards are a little on

the high side. When everyone is gone though I love to just sit in my window, and

imagine that perfect moment. A kiss that makes me feel something so unique. You

know under the stars as the tree leaves fall and the sky is so bright. That is what I want.