We fall for each other at the wrong time.
Only for a while
But I don't mind.
Guess, I don't know
where to put the boundaries
But we're doing it again and again.
I love talking to you
And listening to your stories,
To your misadventures in life.
I love hearing your laugh
over my lame joke
It feel so good, so good.
I love seeing your eyes lit up
Whenever you feel excited.
I love how you make me feel so wanted.
I thought we can be perfect for each other
But the timing isn't right
I was too afraid to deepen my feelings
Maybe, I am not yet prepared.
Or perhaps, you don't know how to love me yet.
There are days that we've been so happy like loving you is being able to see the different shades of red.
But there are days that feel so blue as if we were stranger to each other.
Our relationship grew from hot to cold but lukewarm is the saddest point.
And now, I am writing this poem at 2AM.
I wish you were right here, right now
Cause I miss you like crazy.