(Dezzipauline's POV)
Hi! I am Dezzipauline, your greatest nightmare, especially you Crixia Molin Bernard.
I am half Filipino and half French. I describe myself as a fierce, brave, smart, —O-okay fine, and of course a mean and b*tch. You can call me anything you want to described my personality but let me tell you this, you don't know my whole story, my sacrifices for the man that I love the most.
Tears are starting to form again. I still remember how Storm, the love of my life got hurt from because of what I did that is when I broke up with him. I have reasons why I did that and you'll find it out, soon.
The only thing I want right now is to get my man back. I know that he's still inlove with me, I know that nothing and no one will ever change that.
So whoever block my way in getting him, will surely regret doing thatbecause I'll make her life a living hell.
If your wondering why do I hate Crixia, well—because she stole everything to me. I used to be the top in class but when she came, she's the one now, And when I bullied her the other day, I saw Storm reaction. I was intrigued why he has to look at her like that, maybe it was pity?
I believe it is. Well, he is still the same handsome, cold to someone he's not interesting with and the only Storm I loved and still love how I wish that he is still the Storm I know, I always see him everyday since I came back here in the Philippines last year. The only problem is that I don't have the guts to talk to him about the past, our past but I am planning to.
He freaking walked out too btw when she saw what I did to Crixia! And I hate the idea of it. Because of that I hate her more. I feel like she's stealing him from me.
Once I find out that she's into Storm, hell will f*cking freeze. I know what you are thinking, that my reasons or should I say my excuses are too lame and shallow excuse of mine, I already have the right to bully her, Is that it?
Hell, no! It's more than that. I went back to my senses because my phone rang.
Boyfriend calling...
You all read it right my boyfriend, which is just my rebound. I already told him that I don't love him because I love someone but he said it is fine even though he wait for too long and even though, I won't love him back.
Being with him when I was in States yeah we met there, I admit that it is so easy to fall for him because of his sweetness and sacrifices for me because I think I already like him but of course I love Storm more. Gosh, I am really confuse. All I want that I know is clear to me is to get Storm back.
My feelings— actually is confusing me right now, I don't know.
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(Crixia's POV)
I can't seem to get my mind off from what happened earlier. He shouted at me. It was a first, that anyone has ever done that to me. Thinking about it makes me want to cry again.
I'm at my room right now, trying so hard to stop myself from weeping, I am also thinking about —my punishment.
What is I just—,
My phone rang. My hand unconsciously grope at my bed to find my phone and when I did, I tiredly put in on my ear.
["Hello, hmm, C-crixia?"] He murmured.
I immeditely cleared my throat when I recognized the voice.
["Hey, D-do you need anything? And about the punishmen—.. "] He didn't let me finished.
["Crixia, about what happened, I am really sorry. I-i just can't tell you my reason right n-now. And about that d*mn punishment, you don't have to do it, It is fin-.."]
I don't know what pushed me to say yes, didn't even noticed that I already said it.
["Are..a-are you s-sure?"]
I bit my lower lip. I badly want to hurt myself, I already said yes.
[" Crixia?"]
["I am accepting my punishment, Storm."]
[" Why so sudden? Are you sure? No hard feelings?"] he questionned.
I nod as if he can see my responce. ["No hard feelings."] I repeated.
["Thank you so much, Crixia."] I can feel sincerity in his voice, This is how much he wants it huh? I suddenly felt a sting of pain.
["I'll pick you up tomorrow, Lin!"] He said. My forehead ceased. I can't help but to be shocked and giddy.
["Wait, Lin?"] I tried my best not to stutter.
He chuckled. It was like music to my ears.
["Lin from your name Molin, do you get it? From now on, I'll call you that. And I am the only one who can call you that, understand, Lin?"] He explained. His voice was so calm.
I rolled at my bed. Then hugged my pillow.
["U-understand,"]
Silence filled us for a while before he cleared his throat.
["Okay night, Lin. Rest."]
["N-night.. "]
Then I end the call.
My face was so red, and my eyes widened when I realized that he will pick me up tomorrow! I buried my face on my pillow and shouted.
However my happiness instantly died down when I realized that this won't be easy. I think, I'll be the one at loss here.
Why is it that it's so hard to get what we want? I like Storm. So much that it hurts. Will I get to have something good in return because of this decision?
What a fool.. I whispered to myself.
I shrugged my shoulder and just closed my eyes, let darkness consumed me.
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