START

"Your boyfriend is already here." Cynthia, my friend told me.

Without a futher ado, she walked away automatically. But still manage to whisper on my ear.

"You're so lucky for having him." She said, all smile.

I just shrugged to what she just said.

Well, she's right though. I'm so damned lucky for having Lader as my boyfriend. Imagine, there's so many girls out there chasing him, but he choose me. I'm so grateful that he is mine. He's really a great guy.

"Hi." I heard my boyfriend's voice nearing. I look up and our gaze met.

This is our routine. Every break time we're always together. Only if our schedule are hectic and there's really no way to make some time to be together.

I sighed as I sense my bestfriend Cynthia secretly watching us. Oh, my crazy bestfriend. She always acts like she has no boyfriend at all.

"You're here." I replied after saying our greetings to each other.

Lader smiled before seating beside me. His hands automatically wrapped in my waist. And his head in my shoulder. My sweet cute boyfriend is being an extra cute thia day.

"How are you, Love?" He started. "I'm sorry I didn't make it yesterday. Ma'am Castro send a tone of files."

I rolled my eyes. Acting annoyed while the truth is I'm not.

"So?"

"I'm really sorry, okay? You know that I'm a responsible student president. Please? Forgive me, Love."

And with that, I laughed. He's just so cute that I can't hold it anymore.

"Yeah, yeah. Just kidding." I replied. "You know that I couldn't let myself get mad at you. You're lucky."

He stopped me from pinching his cheek.

"Or I'm just really cute."

And that's the last conversation we had. After that, I can no longer contact him. Even in his all social media accounts. At first, he still answering my text messages but as the time goes by. He started ignoring my messages. I'm just here couldn't think of anything right.

I always asking what is he doing, If he's alright. But there's no reply at all.

Right now, I'm tired of asking. I let myself rest just for now.

"Did he already replied?" Cynthia curiously asked me. "He's already one week absent. Does the school principal allowed him?"

"Still no replies from him, Cyn. I'm worried sick but then, I'm tired asking him."

"It's okay, Love. He'll reply soon just wait a bit longer."

I shooked my head. "I don't really know, Cynthia. I'm already in the verge of giving up."

She tapped my shoulder. Feeling sorry for what's happening right now.

"The truth is, I've been thinking what if he already found someone else? I'm really sorry, Loverielle. But that's the only thing I could think for a reason. I hope my accusations are wrong."

If I couldn't bring myself get mad from my missing boyfriend. It also goes the same with my loyal bestfriend since we where kids. I know that too though. It's not that, I never thought of it as a reason.

And yeah, I don't know what I might do. Once I found out it was true.

Another week passed, no Lader replied at messages even though I could clearly see that he's online. I'm even tempted to make a call, just wondering... What if he answered? But then also, what if he wasn't?

That's why I only did is to stare at my phone. Waiting for something that I know it's impossible before but not anymore now.

"Lader is back!" Cynthia welcome me as I walked inside our classroom.

I walked as fast as I could until I reach near her.

Lader is back! I knew he'll come back!

"You're not kidding right." I said, all smile. Finally! He came back! I've been waiting him for two long weeks. And this will be our first meeting after his missing.

"Oh, I'm not!" she replied. Almost shouting at me. "But then, I suggest that you shouldn't meet him. The assh*le is back with a new girlfriend!"

My eyes open widely at what she just said.

"I'm not bluffing here, okay? You can even asked Fifth! He saw him too!" she continued.

"If you still wouldn't believe me. Let me join you upstairs! Let's see what's the celebration of class A-1 are for!"

So, I obliged.

I ran as fast as I can until I'm infront of building one where Lader's room are located. I also hurriedly take steps in the stairs. Just so I could reach them faster.

But what I just saw left my heart broken and terrified.

Because as I reached to his classroom's front door. I've seen the most heartbreaking scene I didn't prepared to be watched.

All along, she still end up to someone who is equally him. Our memories from the past flashback in my mind. From the very start until today.

He changed. Not just his physical appearance after being gone for two weeks. But also, he's feeling change.

I can still clearly see Lader on his knees with Nayanah infront of him. Asking to be his girlfriend.

What an actual f*ck. I didn't got the news that we already broken up. So, why?

"Let's go now." I heard Fifth says, as he is walking together with Cynthia.

I glanced at my boy friend.

"I can't move...." I paused. "Why am I being like this?"

"Hold her, Fifth. My hands needed to be exercise today. I want to slap someone right now."

And with what Cynthia said, I broke down. That's why Fifth had no choice but to hold me and carry me just to escape me from that scene.