As I was roaming around,I realize how high the rooftop is from the ground....it's like the 37th floor of Haven Hotel.The more I realize how high it is,the more I wanna jump into it.I don't think there's still a reason for me staying in this stupid world.
*Flashback
We were so happy,it was the only time I get to spend the whole with my parents.They were too busy with the company,I don't think they still remember that have a child but that day....that day was like the happiest day of life....until a flash came upon us,everything happened so fast.....I-I saw how my mother....she was holding my hand.
"J-Jakee"
And that was the last word I heard from her,and I also saw my dady,he was in so much pain and I couldn't do anything,then suddenly......I just woke up in a hospital.
"I'm really sorry Jake,we tried our best but....it was too late"
I felt darkness in my eyes as I saw my parents covered up.
Now......I have nothing left.
I closed my eyes and felt the coldness of the air as I step on the edge of the rooftop,this time.....I'm sure that I wanna end my life and that I wa-s
"Hey!"
F-fuck does people in this hotel don't know the word "emotional privacy"?who is this girl anyway?
"Uhmmm hi I'm Lia,it's kinda nice up here isn't it?"she said annoyingly as I kept quite.
"I know you won't jump,you can't do it"I felt insulted for what she said
"What did you just said?"
"Are you committing suicide because your deaf?I said you can't jump!"and she said it again but more insulting.
"And what makes you think I can't?"I ask her confidently.
"Because your a coward!You can't do it because your afraid of heights!"
And now her words are getting more insulting but I realized,maybe she's just one of those girls who are always stalking me,maybe that's why she knows so much about me.We'll what can I say,I'm Jacob Ross...ohhh goshhh f-focus.
"I'm jumping and you can't stop me!"
"Who says I'm going to stop you?I'll just walk back and watch you shed your kidneys down there."
Now she's disgusting but she's right....I can't die shedding my body parts down there....(sighs)I came down and realized how cold and pale I was while up there.
"Hey,why are you leaving?"I asked her.
"Well,I thought you were going to jump.I should have had some interesting pictures of you shedding your body."and she's really gross.
"You know me...right?"I ask her,just to confirm if she's really one of those girls who kept stalking me.
"Nope,all I know is that your a Dork!"
And for the first time, My instincts was wrong,what a shame hahh!
"I'm Jacob Ross but you can call me Jake"
"Oh yeah,what if I don't wanna call you Jake?What if I wanna call you...Dork?! Ha-ha!"
When the world ends,I'd rather die than to left alive with this stupid girl.
"Anyway....Dork,I gotta go.My mom needs me".
I smile fakely as she walks away,she's like the most annoying person I've ever met and...she invaded my "emotional privacy."
I went out of the hotel and decided to visit my Uncle Leo from the hospital,he's not actually the type of man I wanna be with.He's always busy with his work,the only time I saw him was on my 6th birthday and now I'm currently 17.He doesn't have much choice either,he knows that I'm his ward from now on.
"Ohhh jakeee,it's so nice to see you"he said with such an excessive reaction.
"Of course it would be,you have'nt seen me in like...what was it ahhh 11 years!"
"Ohh yeah about that ahhh...you want some coffee?"
"Kopi Luwak please."
(coughs)
"Uhmmm jake,the best coffee we can offer you is just dalgona coffee."he said with a fake smile.
"Then don't offer me anything if you can't reach my standards."I told him insultly.
He deserve it anyway.While my Uncle Leo walk away embarrassed,I couldn't stop thinking about that stupid girl at Haven Hotel.Well,it's not actually a form of interest besides she's not that pretty but still,she saved my life back there so maybe I kinda owe her.
Something in my mind keeps telling me that I should find her besides there's nothing to do here in this cheap stupid hospital for poor slut.But still,that girl is not worth it and France is a huge place to find a stupid little girl.
"Bonjour, les enfants sont-ils prêts?"my uncle asked the nurse
"Oui, ils sont"the nurse happily replied
"Merci"
I know that nurse likes my uncle,I can see it in her eyes but I guess my uncle is just too stupid to realize that.He's already 43 years old and had gotten old without someone in his side,he spent all his time in his work.Dad doesn't even know if he really is he's brother.My uncle is stupid just like that girl ughhhhh—why do I kept thinking about her??!!!
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