Bad ...
"Aw" softly Binta
"Sorry" said someone who was in front of Binta
It turned out that the man was Akala, he saw red blood pouring from his nose which made Akala feel sorry for him.
"What's wrong with you?" he asked, holding Binta's shoulder
"Don't touch me, and don't pay attention to me," Binta ordered, throwing Akala's hand.
"I'm fine asking you Ta, in fact you are like this," he said again
"You just think for yourself after what you did 5 days ago to me," he said and immediately went running to the bathroom to clean the red liquid that wet his face.
In the bathroom, Binta sheds her tears. after what Akala did to him 5 days ago and he has come to care for him. Binta did not accept being treated like that. She responded earlier. Her anger subsided a little.
It's been 10 minutes Binta is in the bathroom and all that time Gavina is waiting for her at the table where they sit.
Because of waiting too long, Gavina finally caught up with Binta to the bathroom.
"Ta, you're in there, right?" asked, knocking
Binta heard Gavina's voice and lowered her crying voice.
binta doesn't answer Gavina, because there is no answer from within Gavina ends up knocking harder to make sure that nothing happens to Binta.
"Ta, you're in there, right?" tap it again.
The woman appeared, with puffy eyes and a dirty white school uniform.
Gavina's eyes widened seeing Binta's condition. He did not expect Binta's current situation.
"Ta? What's wrong with you? Who hurt you?" she asked while hugging Binta her tears fell. He did not expect a Binta who looked strong and could even be this fragile behind a person.
binta did not answer but hugged Gavina tighter.
"I want to meet Akala again Vin," he said softly
"What are you doing with Akala? My story," he said again.
Gavina took off the hoodie she was wearing and gave it to Binta to wear.
*
Gavina and Binta came out of the bathroom and went to the UKS to rest. Gavina doesn't dare ask Akala about her. With Binya's condition like this there was no way he could ask this. It frustrates Binta.
"Ta, can't you just go homelet me call your parents, "he asked Binta because he was worried about Binta's situation
"No need, Vin, I just want to go to the UKS just to take a break," he said calmly
"Okay, let me queue later and I'll ask the teacher's permission for you"
"Thanks, Vin," he said again
*
Gavina and Binta have arrived at the UKS, and Gavina has already taken Binta's food in the canteen. She also doesn't forget to ask permission from the teacher for Binta.
Gavina had been silent all this time thinking about what happened to Binta. "There must be something he thought."
"Ta, do you have a problemOr do you have anything to think about? "Gavina asked slowly
"No, why," he said
"Ta, how long have you been closed like this me? I've been trying to always be with you Ta, you understand but you don't trust me yet? How should I convince you?" said Gavina
"Vin, I don't believe in you, but I can't tell you about this," said Binta.
"Ta, if you have a problem why don't you try to confide in me? I can help you solve the problem Ta. It's not like this you always try to hide your problem from me" he said again and immediately left.
"Vin, that's not it vin" She quietly saw Binta's back getting away.
*
The clear water from Binta's eyelids began to fall. Binta is indeed a child who doesn't like to tell stories about her suffering to others. He doesn't feel comfortable when other people are overwhelmed by his problems.
"Why do I have to do this? My way of life must always be like this" He thought as he beat himself.
*
"Where's Binta?" Akala asked Gavina
"It's not unusual for you to ask Binta, have you started feeling again?" he asked lightly
"What's wrong with you, Vin? I don't have a problem with you, you don't need to knowor are you PMS again? "he asked again
"I really know you" he cynical
"Yes, where is Binta? It's easy to answer why you are the same as me, Vin".
"UKS" in short
"It's not unusual for you not to accompany you" said Akala in that cool tone.
"None of your business" he said and immediately left
akala thinks there is a problem between Gavina and Binta. Usually they were always together but this time he was not with Binta. Moreover, Binta is currently at the UKS, there is no way Gavina would not accompany her if they were all right.
Akala intends to go to the UKS to just see Binta's condition, he thinks he doesn't need to talk, at least he sees Binta's condition through the mirror. Because he knew for sure Binta would send him away again.
*
Binta just sits in the UKS safe, no one accompanies her. Fathur was not there with him this time, he didn't know what was wrong with Fathur so he didn't come to see him.
If Fathur is not there, Binta always looks for him, but if Fathur is by his side, he feels hot and dizzy with the crocodile Fathur's behavior.
"Hi Ta" someone he expected to arrive on time by greeting him first
"Why?" cynical
"How come Ta, when I come here I want to visit you Ta. As your father's order, I have to keep his mandate," he explained.
"Yes-yes, it's up to you Thur" he surrendered
"Eh btw where's Gavina? It's not like you're not accompanying her to buy food?" he asked
"He's sulking at me" he said
"Why is he sulking with you?" he asked again
"What's with you, you don't have to worry about girls," he said
"Yes-yes"
Binta turned her gaze towards the UKS window and saw someone there was standing and seemed to be looking at Binta and Fathur.
"Akala" he said
"What's with you Ta, it's obvious that I'm in front of you, how come you say Akala," he said
"No, who also said Akala" he decided
*
Akala stands up from the UKS safe and intends to go to his class
"Where are you going Ta? Asked Fathur who was faithful to accompany him
"You want class, do you want to be here?" he asked
"No, I want you to go to class," he said
binta goes to class with limp. He tried to walk alone, not because Fathur did not want to help him but Binta himself told him not to be helped so that he could try on his own
Binta sat on her chair and noticed that the inside of her desk drawer contained an envelope containing a letter like her. he opened slowly and read the contents of the letter slowly.
"Dear you"
"Don't forget to take a break, don't be a weak person. Show the world that you are a strong human being. Like the song" strong human "sis Tulus.heheh
don't ever stop hoping that this world will be able to conquer you. 5 years"
Anonymous.
The poem is anonymous. Binta doesn't know who sent it to her. No initials that can be guessed his name .