"coming granny".I went to kitchen and grab my breakfast and started to eat.
"slowly. Your food is not going anywhere",granny said.
"No grany.I am already late for my class. It's my first day of my senior year",I said.
"Good morning sis",my brother Ali said.
"Good morning.Finish your breakfast quickly.We are already late". We both finish our breakfast and left for school.
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"Good mooorning",Sara said and kiss my check.
"Ewww...What is this Sara?"
"kiss!!" ,Sara said with a weird expression.
"You know I don't like this.It's so creepy".
"Anyway",Sara said.
"Sara. Don't you think it's different today.Everyone is behaving strange in school.There isn't so many people".
"Of course Nazli. It's our first day of our senior year".
Sara is right.It's our first day but why I am having some strange feeling.Something is different.Then we heard the name.The name which is enough for me to tear apart my life.A name which is enough for me to stop my breathing.
"Nazli he is back. Azan is back in Florida. But I thought he won't come back ".
Everyone was shouting his name.All girls was just too happy to have him back.I can see the glow in every girls eyes for him.But me?My whole life has stopped.Everythink just has been black in front of me.He..he is back.But why?I thought he will never be back.The thought of never seeing him again was upset me in some corner of my heart. But now when he is back..he...he won't spare me this time.He thought I did everything..
"Nazli?Are you ok?"
"Sara. I did not do anything.I swear I knew nothing. I didn't say anything. I can never do this to him. You know me right?"
"Nazli relax. He won't do anything.Nazli you r strong now. He can't harm you now. He has done so many things but not anymore.And he just come back from London.He won't want to go back to his father."
Sara was rubbing my back to calm me down.But nothing is working.I can't be here.He can not see me now.No..he can not see me now.He will harm me.
"Let's go from here.We should go to the class room",Sara said and I immediately left the corridor of our school.
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After finishing our first now we are going to our cafeteria."The class was so boring.How can anyone find math interesting I can never understand",Sara said with a creepy expression in her face.
"By the same way you find porn interesting",I said.
"You can not compare sex with education."
"But you said porn is also educational and that's why you watch."
"I said this?When?"
It's nothing new that she said something and doesn't remember because it's her nature.She does not think about shat she is talking.So she just say anything to cover up.
"Hi Nazli.Did you hear Azan is back?And you are just finish",Malika said with so much hate in her eyes.
I don't know why she doesn't like me?She just doesn't."Oh!I remember something.That's none of your fucking business",Sara said with equal hate.
"You..How dare you?"
"I..",I didn't not let Sara complete her sentence and said"Stop it Sara.Just leave it.It doesn't matter".
I know very well he won't let me be happy.He will do something to torture me ,to break me.And guess what he will be successful because I can never be strong in front of him.I just can't because I am not strong.He is just too intimating.His presence always overpower my every strength.I don't know why.After he did so many things to me I can never go against him. Because that's the way I am.May be I am stupid but I can not help it.
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I am in the football group right now.Ali joined football team.Though he is very young compare to other player but he is a very good player."Sis just wait for five minutes. I have to talk with the coach.Then we can go to home". I just give him a smile and he left.
"I want the fucking ground empty right now",Aman..Azan's cousin said.
And by the same time the ground become empty.When I was leaving Arhan grab my hand to stop me.
"What are you doing?Just leave me",I said with broken voice.
"You think we will do whatever you say.I must say by this sis months you become brave",Aman said.
"But you know what?Not enough."
I was struggling against Arhan.But whom I am kidding with.He is Arhan..Arhan Elahi.The dark prince of our school.There is no girl who won't fall for his charm.But it's only his outer beauty.In inside he is no better than Azan.And why will he.After all he is his best friend.The only person who can talk back to Azan by looking at his eyes.Both Arhan and Aman can do anything for Azan and that's the exact reason why they e here now.
"Why are you guys doing this.I did not do anything to you guys.Just let me go", I was crying my hard but Arhan did not let go of my hand.
"Just cut the bullshit.You and us we all know what have you done six months ago.And it's pay bach time",Aman said with a devilish smile.
"No .. please".
I was pushing Arhan but the result was zero.Suddenly he let go of my hand and I fall in the ground.
"Ouch.Sorry...",Arhan said with a smirk.
"Leave".
This voice.It is enough for me to know who is the person.I saw above and see the devil of my life standing in front of me.My whole body is starting to shake. Breathing become very hard for me.This can't be happening.Aman and Arhan left immediately after Azan came.Azan grab my both arm and make me stand up.My whole body froze by his touch. I can't understand why I have some wierd feeling whenever he touches me.
"L...le...let me gooo..",I said finding very hard to say this.
"I am not hare to let you go".
Six months..after six months I am seeing him.I wished every single day to Allah so that he never come back.But in some corner of my heart I wanted to see him .I don't know why.
"You think I will let you go after what you have done to me.After you send me to London. Because of you I had to go to London.Just because of you I have to stay six months with my father.You think I will let you go that easily.Not even in your dreams".
"I...I did nothing".
"Shut up.Just stut up",he shouted and gram my hair and pull me close to him.
Our face was so close that I can feel hin breath in my face.My breathing became havy and my heart beat become louder.
"You will fucking pay for every shit.For every shit you have done to me.Till now what I was doing with you was nothing but childish prank.But now you will see the real hell.I will make your life a living hell.And you will regrade for every shit you have done".
"Azan listen...".
"Don't say my name with your fucking mouth.I swear you won't like the outcome."
I don't know what have I ever done to deserve this.Why allah doing this with me.I was crying very hard.But it doesn't matter to him.It never did.
"Stop your innocent act.It won't work on me.You know me very well shahi.I don't lime this fucking tears act of yours...just cut the act".
Act!! He thik I am acting.He know very well how much I fear him.I always did.Still he thinks I am acting.
"I am just here to tell you that your life has end now.From now you are mine to dell with.Your life,your body,your time,your every single breath is belongs to me.It's up to me what I will do with you".
"No.I am myself.You don't own me.Nobody does",I said while crying.
"I must say..in this six months you learn to talk back to me.But trust me it will do nothing to save you from me.I will have you the way I want you.And nobody can fucking stop me to do so".
"Please.I am sorry".
"It's too late.Now you are just mine.And I will just make your life a fucking hell that you will wish to never exist".