Huh, I took a deep breath when I got to the room, my body was shivering with cold because it was exposed to the night air alone.
But even so I still opened my bedroom window wide, and stood in front of him.
While gazing at the dark sky decorated with stars and moon can beautify it.
Huff ..... Oh yes, I think it will be New Year in Indonesia, even though there is no snow but I am still happy because at that time it is a time to gather with family.
For example, my date count wasn't wrong ... From the time I died and lived here.
I have no regrets at all for dying and living here, because when compared to a year and a half ago I really lived like a dead person who had no hope of life.
Starting from eating the forehead and unhealthy when in the mood, getting sick from stomach ulcers, like people in a daze, very sebodo, dirty, creased, dirty and others.
Anyway, at that time I really had no hope of life, because all my family died, even many times I wanted to kill myself first.
But it always fails because my common sense returned or a valuable friend made me realize it, and made me think again.
The point is that for one and a half years, I really fell in a slump, and what was even stranger was that I accidentally found a diary in Rangga's comic file.
And it contains stories about if they die except for me, I think the signs of their death really exist because I am not careful.
Then at the end of the story, there is a hope that I will continue to live my life as usual, even though they are all absent.
Because they would be sad if they knew that my condition was down, and from there I cried loudly, it felt like my heart was being stabbed and squeezed squeezed.
It turns out that all this time it's not just me who is suffering ... Because those who have left also suffer if I don't give up.
I meditated for 2 days, and left the house in normal, clean clothes to go to the cemetery where they were buried.
There I prayed and tried to convince them by talking to themselves, even though I didn't know they were there or not.
To listen to my words, I said that I will live as usual again but I will not forget you at all.
Especially for my beloved husband, I will lock our love here and it will never be released or replaced by anything else.
So you take it easy and don't need to be jealous because only one can fill my cold heart, that is you .... Rangga.
And hopefully like in the comic story or romance novel that you make, we will be united again in the next life.
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"Eh ... Madame, why are you crying ??? !!!!"
Said the voice behind me which was none other than Mery, he hurriedly approached me and wiped my tears with the handkerchief he was carrying.
Ah I don't even cry, I thought to myself, Mery looked at me with a worried look, while saying.
"If there is something that is not pleasing to your heart please let me know"
"No ... There's nothing wrong with it, I just have sad memories."
He also looked at me sadly, I glanced at him briefly, saying
"So you take it easy, because even sad memories are a precious thing, and you can leave now if you have nothing to say anymore"
"Fine madame, I am resigning, have a nice dream"
She left, and I was alone again,
"Ah really ..... I miss New Year's time at home !!! ...."
I put aside the memories of 2 years of their death, because before those two years our family was really very happy.
Starting from us just traveling around the city or traveling together to the most favorite vacation spots.
Keep counting the last minute minutes before a super fun and stressful new year.
"Ah, what a very beautiful and priceless memory," I muttered to myself as I fell onto the bed.
"Ah I hope I can have a sweet dream about those memories amen"
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In the next room Edward was still staring at the beautiful night sky and suddenly a flash of memory popped into his head.
What made her head heavy, dizzy and so on, I complained while closing my eyes, even though if a dream wouldn't make her have a headache like this.
I felt this memory of a man with all of his family and the place was very crowded with people starting to count the minutes.
But the problem is his son started running away from this family, and finally I chased him so that he wouldn't be lost in the middle of this crowd.
He said "Son, don't run, run ....." He said in a hollow tone to the little boy who was running agile on the edge of the beach.
The little boy turned his head for a moment then said with a loud laugh.
"Hahaha come on father !! Chase me if you can !!!"
"I don & apos; t have to chase it, see you sweat" replied the woman beside him
"But Tia ...."
"What if you fall and cry, you just need to give balloons and ice cream"
"Yes, if you want it like that"
"Okay, if you already agree, we make this precious time for us"
Said the woman while pulling my wrist, we went to a pretty quiet place and there she said.
"Let's do it here"
"Eh eh eh ....."
There I feel embarrassed even my ears feel very hot
"Why are you embarrassed again? Ah .... you are really fidgeting ..."
"In a crowded place, you don't want to move to a quiet place. Shame, can't I just take care of it?"
"Sorry....."
"Huh ..... Well I started it and you continued right to the end okay?"
I nodded, then he began to bring his lips closer to me slowly and when his lips merged with mine his tongue began to enter.
"DOORRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
The sound of firecrackers burning in the sky which indicates that the year has changed.
And we continue our work ...................
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(Imagine yourself)
When I arrived in the middle, suddenly my headache was healed and the woman's face was still blurry even though in the memory of the owner of this person she made love to her.
And when I opened my eyes, I could think clearly again, then felt a strange feeling because when I kissed Florence earlier.
Somehow it felt so much like the feeling belonging to someone's memories, so alluring, soft and warm that I always craved for it.
When I was with Dianna I wasn't like this, it suddenly hit me that I was comparing Dianna with Florence.
"Huff did I hit my head while sleeping? To the point of being more supportive of Florence than Dianna"
Maybe I was really sick, so I went to bed and lay there until I fell asleep.
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