Numb,
I feel numb,
From all the words to shouts,
I just feel so done.
Numb,
I try to feel,
But when I do,
I just cry myself to sleep.
Numb,
I hate feeling this way,
Jealous of happiness,
Something I'll never experience.
Numb,
Everything hurts,
I guess I lied,
In the end I'm just broken.
Numb,
I try to smile,
But what's the point,
When I'm barely alive.
Numb,
I used to cut,
Hoping not to feel,
Now I just have scars branded on me.
Numb,
I'm tired of acting this way,
I just want to feel something,
Even if it's just for a day.
Love,
C🦋