Down,
I've been feeling sad,
Don't know what to do,
I really try sometimes,
But what's the use?
Down,
I cry a lot now,
I broke down like a dam,
Once it started,
It couldn't really end.
Down,
Everything feels useless,
Like what's the point on doing it,
When in the end,
You're going to get broken.
Down,
I used to be happy,
Now i just feel sad,
Can you please help me,
Get out of this mess?
Down,
I feel like backing out,
I hate thinking like this,
Like I'm not good enough,
Please God, get me through this.
Down,
I actually loved life,
But right at the moment,
Not so much,
Cause right now, I'm so very broken.
Down,
If i had to choose,
Between life or death,
I would probably take death,
Cause it's easier this way.
I don't think i have a note for today's poem. I hope you understood it and maybe understood what I felt like at that time. It's hard sometimes but I've promised myself to not let it get through me. I'm gonna fight it till the end cause i want to live a free life with always feeling sad all the time. Again if you want to talk I'm here to listen. Also thank you for reading my poem and the for votes.
Love,
C🖤