"What kind of reason do you want me to say for you to stop asking me why do I want you?" He sigh "Is being in love with you is not enough?"
I stare at the ceiling while keep on recalling what Seviro told me. I want to risk and give myself a chance just like what Viscos said to me, but then I am afraid that maybe because of my selfishness I will put Seviro's life in danger or hurt him at the end.
I've done it before, to someone that I love, someone that I owe my life, reason why I'm here. I don't want to commit the same mistake as before, I want to be cautious because I know to myself that no matter how I run away pretending to be someone that I am not, my past will still haunt. It will chase me no matter how far I go.