"I'm sorry..."
How will he know I am sorry if he doesn't even hear me saying it? How will he know I am also in pain if he was not even aware that I am leaving? My silent goodbye means nothing because I am not brave enough to say it in front of him. I am coward that's why all I could say is sorry.
"Why are you saying sorry?" Frere gently pulled me with him to start walking.
I gulp and look at him flaunting the emotions that tormenting me right now.
"Because I am hurting myself and the man that I love"
I fisted my hand holding back my tears. He seems taken aback with what I said because his grip on my arm loosen a little while staring at me, no words came out from his mouth.