I open my eyes when I felt Seviro's heavy breath an indication of his deep slumber. I was pretending sleeping for about three hours from now and I only have thirty minutes left before everything will get back to the way it was before. I mean, I will return home and once again reclaim my life as Sadira Ros Marin Selezneva the black swan of Selezneva family and Seviro- he will be more at ease- hopefully because I am no longer with him who gives him a lot of struggle.
I swallow the lump on my throat and shut my eyes close holding back my tears while silently listening to Seviro's heartbeat, while my heart is aching because I am leaving him. I hug his waist tightly but careful not to wake him up. I inhale his manly scent that gives me comfort and suck in the warm of his arms that always calm me down.
