I wish I could tell him everything. I don't want to lie. Every time I look at Seviro, I wanted to give everything that I had. To tell everything that I must told him. It put more weight to my shoulder seeing him smiling at me, loving me every day and yet here I am, going to leave him soon without him knowing it. It made me guess myself twice if I should continue this, because I am being selfish. I am so selfish...
"I rejected you for how many times..."I whisper recalling those moments he chase me. "Doesn't that break your heart? Because I really wonder why you still keep on pursuing me"
I rejected him not just once nor twice. I couldn't even count on my fingers how many times I turn my back on him, spit rude words, push him away. But as the day ends, I thought I will no longer see him on the next morning. But surprisingly, he was the first person I saw and greeted me as if nothing happen.
I ask myself once. 'Isn't his patience wearing thin?'
