When it feels like the world is tumbling down, what will you do? Because in my case, I don't know. I don't know what to do when everything that I am slowly building and recovering easily crash down into pieces, like a carved heart in the sand is washes away by waves. Everything fall apart in an instance and I am always taken a back couldn't keep my feet on the ground, stand firm, and reserved.
I am not strong just like what people think about me. I am easily shaken off when the world plays with me and then knock me off. That's the time when I felt like I just wanted to give up because I couldn't see anything anymore. I couldn't see the colors of life around me, everything is darkness and my mind are filled with suffocating thoughts that I am trying to get rid out of my head but I am too weak that's why I end up failing.
