My whole existence aside from my grandmother and of course Viscos who always try his best to made time for me but at the same time always end up breaking his promise- I always felt like no one really sit close beside me and listen to my silence. I only felt the value of my existence because of Seviro. I only felt that I am worth it despite not having anything because of him.
Because when I was a Selezneva, I always felt like my value was just because of my name, my nobility, the authority that was given to me because of the family where I came from. No one sit beside me and treat that I am just a normal person who can make friends and can do normal things. Because all of them are aloof to me.
