I often don't like how the world goes around. I don't like how it easily leaves me off struck, how it shows me that I am not in control of everything no matter how I tried to be strong and courageous. I would never be ready with what life throws at me it's either a good things or a bad things. I will never be adequately prepared everytime it knocks me off or give me surprises.
I've learned that I can stay for the sake of someone. It surprises me how I willingly risk what I have been trying to protect all those years that I was running away. I didn't know that I can put it one side, the freedom that I thought enough when in fact it was just an illusion because I was still imprisoned from my past- I didn't know I can shrug it off.
