As what we see in movies when someone is trying to stop a wedding, all attention is on him. I can feel that all eyes were on me and it seems that they were stabbing me one by one when they heard me scream. But I don't care, the only attention I was asking was Jeanny's, the bride. The vowing pair hurriedly turned their back when they heard me scream. The groom, Kris, gave me a shocking look. But I can't see what the bride can say of my actions since she has something like a cloth that covers her face. I hurriedly made my way beside her and grabbed the excess cloth in her face, when I raised it.
'Adam!' I heard a familiar voice called. The most loving voice I have missed to hear for too long. But it was not coming from the girl in front of me, when I turned around, I saw Jeanny in the crowd. I was really confused like what? Jeanny can't be in two places on the same time. When I realized the situation, I turned my head to look at the bride who was obviously in shock. She was a stranger in my eyes and I was happy she is.
'Sorry! Sorry!' Jeanny bowed as she went near me and grabbed my arm.
'Sorry Kris. Sorry Ye Jin. Sorry' she continued apologizing, feeling all embarrassed.
I just found myself hugging the bride and the groom wishing them all the luck in the world. I was smiling like a retired cat even under the pressure of humiliation. I was just happy that I was wrong. It was a relief.
'What's you problem!?' Jeanny shouted when we got out the church. I was just smiling to her like I should have for a long time.
'Wow, you really just cut the shit out of you' she muttered and tried walking away when she heard no response. I hurriedly grabbed her and hugged her from the back.
'I miss you' was all I can say as I closed my eyes and inhaled her loving sent.
'Adam, stop… please' I heard her say and pushed my arms down.
'I don't want to go into this again.' She said and turned around to face me. There were already tears forming in the corner of her eyes.
'I don't want to be fooled by you' and tears finally came rolling down her cheeks. I don't know what to do at the moment but I just let my heart decide. I kissed her in the cheeks letting me taste her bitter tears that were caused by me.
'You don't need to' I said against her ear.
'So please let me go' she responded and looked at the ground.
'I don't want to' I was being selfish at the moment and I was happy I am.
'Stay with me, please' I wholeheartedly begged and raised her face to face me.
'But—' but before she can end her protest, I placed a kiss against her. I can't understand what I feel but it was something that I can't explain. I felt the rush in my blood veins. The electricity that shivered down my spine. Her lips were a soft as a rose and as sweet and addicting as a hundred dollar dessert.
'I love you' I said the moment our lips parted. It was something I haven't planned to utter but the feels at the moment was so strong. It was the very first time I confessed my love to someone and I felt happy I was able to. She was someone special and I want her to stay with me forever.
Later…
We went to the celebration for the newly wed. It was totally awkward walking in the reception when every eye is looking at our direction. Who wouldn't be? I almost wrecked the party. So embarrassing but in the same time, it fascinated me that I was able to try stopping a wedding. You should try it sometimes.
It has been four hours since I'm back with the 'In a relationship' status and I was starting to get back to my 'black-hole' Adam character. Looking around the venue, I can see all types of invited participants. Who wouldn't be? Dang this girls! Those flawless white skin, red lips, S curves… they were so fucking hot. I'm tempted like shit. Remember that it has been a week already that I haven't had you know because of the depression Jeanny had caused me but now that all are well. My hormones are back to normal. I should start a quarrel against Jeanny so that I won't be tempted, don't you think? When I was undeniable eavesdropping with the other girls in the party that were overly tempting…
'You look like a rapist in that look' I heard Jeanny comment. I found myself dumbfounded. Am I that criminal looking?
'w-what?don't talk nonsense' I muttered hesitantly.
'don't lie to me Adam… I know you to well' I just shrugged hoping that this we'll stop talking about this topic. I badly am controlling it though. Maybe it'll be rehab part three.
'You like those girls don't you?' she playfully asked but it was too real that it struck me to the bone. I made no response of course, what do you expect? Tell my girlfriend that that girl in red dress might want to have a rough night with me? Or she might love to squeal tonight. Who wants to have a boyfriend like that? Fantasizing other girls than his girlfriend?
'Okay, let's make a deal here. Since we're officially 'dating'..' I slightly smiled by this fact though. My very first relationship.
'… that means I now have control over you' wait, is relationships like this? That there's really someone that need to be overpowering the other? so, in this relationship, I'm a dog while she's the boss?
'Do I have control over you to?' she spared some seconds thinking about this 'since you were the one that was in fault in the start of this relationship… no, you have no control over me' she said. Like what? I didn't know relationships can be this tough.
'Okay… since you're BEGGING for it. I'll let you have some' she said cockily like the Jeanny I always known.
'First rule. Don't dare look to any girls' she said seriously.
'To any girls? Even my mom?' I honestly asked and I just received spank in the head as a return. What a dumb question to ask.
'Second rule, don't you dare give me lame excuses about you active hormones.' Wow, she really knows me that much.
'Why are you the only one making rules?' I asked when I realized that I was the one aggravated in this conditions that she's making.
'Shut up! I'm not yet done' she shoved off the question.
'And lastly, NO.SEX.WITH.OTHER.GIRLS' she said emphasizing every word. I of course gave her a WHAT?! look that she easily saw.
'Of course you can't! I own you!' She argued. I was totally drained by the thought of having no sex. I should break up with this girl now.
'No sex with o-' I stopped midsentence when I realized the whole sentence.
'Did you say 'Other girls'? Does that exclude you?' I excitedly asked. Wait, I'll explain this part. It's not that I badly wanted to do 'it' all about the time; it's just that I can't seem to control myself if I'm in the situation. Call of nature.
I noticed her face reddened by my question.
'Yah! I'm asking you' I said and pushed forehead by my fingers.
'Um—I don't know…' she said but I gave her a look 'okay, okay, maybe 5 years from now'
'What?!'I protested. I'll explain this again… I asked what not because of the thought of no sex for five years but because it never really came into me that we would reach for 5 years. Wow, what a strong relationship could that be? Wait, did I say 'forever' earlier? Oh fuck it.
'Why? Don't you want to?' she complained obviously frustrated herself.
All I can do at the moment was to assure her that I will be waiting. That I can change for her. I pulled her for a kiss that I honestly am hungry for. She was something that I can't understand. She slowly kissed me back with bits of compassion and love.
She's flavor for a dessert that has not yet discovered.
"I guess I'm in a diet then?" I muttered between kisses that made her smile.
Today is our seventh anniversary and I'm as thin as you can ever imagine. I hope you understand what I mean. I wasn't just in a diet, I was starving.
The End
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