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" Cifi I can explain. " That's what the first thing Austin said to me when I dragged him out of McDonald's.
" You better be and that explanation of yours better be valid. " I said.
I am confused as shit right now first, I heard Kyle calling Austin babe and I am sure I didn't just misheard it. And I am also pretty damn sure it wasn't just the wind cause' if it was, I am gonna f*cking kill the wind by cutting all the trees.
Wouldn't that kill oxygen too?
Aren't those two completely different things?
But Oxygen comes from tress you dumb dumb, if you kill the wind then you'll kill yourself also you dummy. The little voice inside my head scolded me, like always.
Then I guess have to live on Mars for the rest of my life.
Why do I even bother?
Okay, there might be a slight itty bitty minor defect with my plan. but heck, I am just so confused is Austin................ gay?
I have no problems with gay people he knows that but why did he hide it from me? Me! Out of all people who he knows that will accept him whole heartedly.
" It's just... " He paused, " I'm still confused. "
" Confuse of what? Your gay and the bad boy who is sleeping for almost half of the girls in school is gay, and that totally blew my mind because it's not everyday you can encounter a bad boy who is gay, usually it's the nerdy ones who are gay. "
I look at Austin and he was biting his lower lip and taping his right foot nervously on the ground, it's almost like his botherd by something.
" Hey, cool it down I promise I won't tell anyone about this. "
" No Cifi it's not that, it's because— "
He stopped himself mid-way, " beeecaaauuuseeee.......? "
He sighed and said, " I'm not sure what my sexuality is. "
I look at him flatly, " Whut? Your dating a guy isn't that obvious that your gay? "
" It's because I'm not gay I think, I'm just really confused of my sexuality right now, okay? and I genuinely like women I genuinely have the boner when I see a hot sexy girl in a bikini. "
" Okay what? I literally have no idea what you just said and the last part was just uncalled for. "
" I'm not gay for now, I guess. "
" So..... You " I pointed at him, " only dated Kyle because you feel sympathy for him? " I guessed.
His eyes almost popped out of his eyelids when I said that, " Are you psychic? " He asked.
Who knew? " Wait wait wait what? So I'm right? "
" Kind of. "
" Just explain everything! Dang it! " I shouted, I was just so confused and frustrated at the moment and I didn't know what to feel.
" Fine, but this is going to be a long one, wait a second why are you interrogating me? And why are you with that Vinadacci? Huh? "
" I'll explain at school tommorow. "
" I'll be counting on that. " He said before explaining to me about Him and Kyle and let's just say my mind went oops.
He started explaining to on how it all happened and my mind just completely went blank I was like.
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" Okay let me sum it all up, you became his friend because you pity him but then he started falling for you and he told you a very depressing back story that made you pity him even more. So you decided to he his boyfriend but it back fired and
now your turning into a gay person but you still have the hots for the person of whom you have a crush on since seventh grade, okay, does Kyle know that your only doing this because you pity him? "
" I told him I like someone okay? But I pitied him and he offered me to have this bet that both of us will act like boyfriend and... Uhm boyfriend, and if I fall for him in the end of the school year his mine and I'm his it's a win-win. " He explained.
I bite more lower lip and nodded and then asked? " How is this a win-win situation again? "
" Now that you say it, I actually have no idea. "
" You are a genius but your an idiot when it comes to Love. "
" Thanks for reminding me I really needed that. " He said sarcastically.
" This conversation is going nowhere, how about we talk about this tommorow with Collete and Ashley? "
He looked hesitant for a moment but eventually he nodded, " Okay. "
" Do you trust them? "
" They have been my best friends since we were seventh grade, of course I trust them I'm just nervous of what they might think, what if they treat me differently after I tell them? "
" They won't I promise. "
I said and he kept nodding his head while I was saying his explanation myself some information still haven't process on my mind like " The bad boy is gay? My best friend is turning gay? " Am I the only one who has a brain that is as slow as a snail? No? Good.
I rubbed my hands on my face and ruffled my hair I took several deep breaths before looking at Austin.
While looking at him I could now clearly see that it's not uncomfortableness or nervousness that I was seeing from him, it was worry.
His worried that he might actually turned out to be straight and Kyle would be heart broken.
I don't know Kyle very well and we were never close but I don't want him to experience a heart break like this, gay people or usually people from the LGBTQ Community has a hard time finding true love or find the people that will truly accept them for who they are but Austin did say that his confused so he might still be turning into a gay person.
I sighed and gave Austin the best advice I could come up with, " Aust whatever it is that is happening with your life right now, just let it happen stopping it will only make it more confusing just let loose and try to make it the most of it and if you find yourself falling for him then don't stop yourself and if your worried of people judging you or both of you, I'm always here ready to welcome you with open arms and feet. "
He gave me and gentle smile and hugged me, " Thanks Cifi I know I could count on you. "
I hugged him back and we eventually let go of each other when we heard someone cleared there throat.
We saw Kane and Kyle looking at us and one thing that is certain, both of them do not look happy.
Kane marched up to me and grab my wrist and pulled me away from Austin and Kyle did the same to him.
Kane was looking murderously at Austin and on the other hand Kyle is giving me death glares like I'm about to steal his man from him or something.
" Our food is done, let's go. " Kyle said but still looking at me then he snake his arm around Austin's waist but Austin didn't look uncomfortable or anything he just look calm and serene.
" We will best be on our way for we have important matters to attend to. " Kane said and snake his arm on my waist too and dragged me to the limo when I got inside the food that I ordered was already inside. He might've changed the order and made it take-out instead.
Kane and I ate our lunch at silence when he took a bite from the burger his expression change only for a moment then he went back to being serious and brooding.
I don't think I like serious Kane, I prefer the Kane that has a mind and heart of a kid while inside a seventeen year old body.
I was really hoping for his reaction though, the reason why I brought him here because I wanted him to try new things he must've eaten luxurious things in his life and never got the chance to eat take out. I was just letting him try the things that his missing.
I dont know what I did to make him mad at me. Is because I stormed off with Austin earlier and didn't even ask him? But I was just so confused and Austin's my best friend.
Fine if he's not talking then I'm not taking either.
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SNEAK-PEEK
KANE'S POV
" You're gay? " I said to this person that I just barely met, he said his name was Kyle Cunningham.
He was wearing a leather jacket and a gray shirt.
The person in front of me however does not look like he is gay.
" Do you have problems with gay people? " He said, with a threatening tone rather than the usual curiousness.
" I do not. " I answered, I didn't bother to start a conversation with him, I don't know him I just met him today and I am already contented with Cadence being the only one but my curiosity got the better of me so I just had to asked.
" Why do you look like that? "
" Look like what? "
" Disoriented. "
The bags under his eyes says it all.
But then again he looks rather gloomier by the second, every second pass by he gets worse and worse.
He should really start wearing makeup, I heard those things I miracle workers.
I never really use makeup since I do not know how but I will keep in my mind to ask Cadence later.
" You saw that guy that Kitty just dragged? "
" Kitty? "
" Yeah, Kitty you know Pacifica? "
My body tensed up, I didn't know but I have not been feeling well since Cadence found me in the woods.
Maybe I am just not used to other people calling Cadence with nicknames, I have the urged to protect and own Cadence for myself whick is unlike me.
My stomach churns when I hold Cadence hands and my palms go all sweaty and when I saw Rico and Cadence looking at each other at the mirror there was something inside me that snapped.
I should ask my doctor about this.
" What about him? " I managed to ask having a straight face, good thing that I know how to conceal my emotions.
" I like him, but he likes Kitty." Kyle said and his face look grim and he clench his hand and his knuckles turn white, I could see he was not happy and so am I for some reason.
Hearing him say that the guy Pacifica dragged out likes her made me angry so I also found myself clenching my fist.
I haven't met the guy yet but I already know that I hate him.
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