Chapter 38: Luna
"Grief is like the ocean; it comes on waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes, the water is calm, and sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is to learn to swim."
CESIA'S POV
I am still sobbing and closed my eyes that do not want to open because of fear, pain, and regrets. I waste my second chance to save her. I waste her life, again…
I don't know when it would stop or it is finished, already? Maybe my training wasn't ended there, yet and don't know where did my past brings me this time. I hugged myself, sobbing and searching for someone to lean on. But, I notice a smooth thing like fur that I've been hugging while I kneeled recklessly on the floor.
I stopped sobbing and caressed the smooth thing I've been hugging. When I touched the other parts of it and felt the viscous fluid in my hands. I gasped and immediately open my widen eyes. Seeing the one I'm hugging is not a thing but, my precious pet… My Luna…