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Chapter 10 - THE CONFESSION

Three weeks after my first sex with Angela, Jane and I had planned to meet on the Wednesday of that week. I had kept Jane a secret from Angela and Angela a secret from Jane. Angela and I weren't dating officially but it was crystal clear and lucid that even without us being official, we were actually dating in the real sense. Jane was off that day from work and I didn't have any serious lectures that day so I decided to skip classes. I told Angela I had an errand to run in town. She had told me to wait for her so we would go together but I told her I couldn't that this was urgent. I got to Mampong around 11am that Wednesday. We had planned to meet up at a popular hotel in town. By the time I got down from the cab, she was already there waiting for me. I met her at the restaurant of the hotel and we spoke for a while before ordering lunch. While we we eating, we began to converse.

"I've really missed you Stylish,how long has it been, two, three weeks?" she

asked.

"Three weeks, I've missed you too Jane" I responded.

"I do hope none of those girls in your school have started disturbing you?". I

stared at her face for a while and took a sip of my drink. She was having Jollof

rice and Chicken while I had ordered for Caribbean rice and fresh fish.

"No they're not" I smiled as I replied, "I'm more focused on my studies as I

want to end the semester well..."

"So no time for girls abi?" she interjected.

"Yes oo, no time ma".

As l was smiling, Angela's picture kept flashing through my mind. What game

was I playing? I was a twenty year old boy shuffling between a 19 year old girl

and a 35 year old woman. I didn't know how long I could keep playing this game. But for now, I had planned on maintaining it.

"By the way Stylish, I need to ask you something" she said and I jolted back to

reality.

"Okay, what is it?" I asked

"Do you know any of your fellow student that is a saxophonist. I need one for

a friend who wants to surprise her husband tomorrow morning for his

birthday. She has the cake and gifts ready but she needs a saxophonist to complete the package, so do you know any?". I took a sigh and thought for a while.

"Okay, I know someone, a friend of mine,Kumi, let me call him to see if he

would be available, tomorrow morning right?"

"Yes" she responded, "Thank you".

I took my phone and dialled Kumi's number. He was a very good saxophonist and we had played together once during a ministration in church. I spoke to him over the phone and he told me he would have loved to do the gig, but he had a test that morning. He couldn't afford to miss that test. I thanked him and hung up.

"Well you heard, he can't make it and he's the only one I know" I said as I put

my phone on the table.

I could notice the grin on her face.

"Its not a problem shaa, I'll tell her I couldn't get, but she would really be

pained, she had .... she replied.

"What if l could help?" I interjected. I knew it could not work but I still felt like it

was an option.

"How do you mean, you can get me someone else?

"No, I mean me, I could do it" I replied. She looked at me surprised.

"You can play the sax?" she asked.

"No, well not really, I actually play the trumpet, its like the same thing, but

slightly different in pitch and tone" I replied.

"You mean the one that military and the Boys Brigade use?" she asked again.

"Yes, that" I answered.

"That would be lovely, so far it sounds so well, thank you so much. You never

told me you could play an instrument baby boy". She was all smiling and her

countenance was lively once again.

"Well, we've never discussed in that direction, I'm a Boys Brigade member

back home and I learnt to play the trumpet way back when l was 16"

"That's wonderful, so where's your trumpet now? she replied.

"Hummm, that's the problem, I don't have a personal one. The one I use at

home and even in school belongs to the churches" I said.

"Ohhh" she replied and then closed her eyes for a few seconds while thinking

before speaking. We had both finished our food already, just a little of our

drinks remained.

"You know what, let's quickly get somewhere" she abruptly said as she stood up. We had already paid for our food, so she hurried to the exit and I followed her swiftly.

"Wait, where are we going?' I asked as we got into her car.

"You'll see" she replied and she rewed the engine and drove to the road from

the parking lot.

Fifteen minutes later we stopped at certain house.We both got down from

the car and started walking towards the house. It happened that she knew someone who could lend us one and the man gave it to us and we returned back into the car.

She drove us back to the hotel and booked a room. As we entered the

beautifully set room, she started taking off her clothes and walked into the bathroom to freshen up. I sat on the king sized bed and stared at the big blank television screen in front of me. I took off my shirt and I could see my reflection on the empty screen. I had missed her so much. Even as i was perpetually enjoying sex with

Angela, Jane's sex game was equally as mad and utterly mind blowing. It was a pleasure Ijust wasn't ready to give up.

I just hoped that by the time I was done satisfying her voracious sexual desires this hot afternoon, I would have enough strength for Angela when I got home tonight. Just then I heard her voice from the bathroom.

"Stylish, baby boy...." in an utmost mild erotical manner, "...get in here nowwwww".

I smiled as I took off my trousers, shoes and briefs and walked in naked

into the bathroom to join her.

I got to my hostel around 8pm that night.

I was so tired and exhausted from the sex with Jane. She made sure we went four rounds before I left. She even wanted a fifth but I had to run for my dear life. By the fourth round, I practically was releasing air instead of semen, l was dried up in essence. A few people were outside at Love Ghetto and l greeted them as I walked past. I was glad none of the troublemakers were there. I got to my door, tried to push it open, but it was locked. I had dropped the key with Ivan to give to Angela whenever she got back.

I called out her name as I knocked.

"Angela!Angela!! babe!!" and I got no response. I wondered where she was. Her phone number wasn't going through as it kept

saying "switched off". I decided to walk to Ivan's room to ask if he she had gotten back. I knocked the door and he asked me enter. The room was dimly lit as he was using his lamp to read some handouts. The light was focused on the papers he had on the floor as he sat on the floor also, with his back resting on his bed. He seemed to be the only one in the room.

"Ivan, how far bro? good evening"

"Eii bro, how far? I dey o, welcome" he responded.

"Angela never come back?"

"She's back, actually she's on the bed here sleeping. She has been waiting here

for you since". He flashed the light in her direction and I could see my baby girl

fast asleep on Ivan's bed. Watching her in a state of rest was so beautiful.

I smiled and asked him to give me the key. He threw it to me.

"Shey you no go come carry your property?..." he said with a chuckle, "my babe dey come soon ". I knew he meant the societal doctor with whom he launched my bed with.

"I'm coming lah" I said with a smile and walked to my room. I dropped the

instrument at a corner and took off my clothes, changed into something casual

and went to get Angela.

"Baby, time to wake up" I said to her as l tapped her. She was so sleepy but

managed to respond.

"Stylish, you're back" she responded with a sleepy tone and as I reached out to her

to drag her up from the bed, she pulled me closer to her and l knelt on the bed

on her. She kissed me passionately for like two minutes and I responded in the

same manner.

"What was that for?" | asked

"I love you, I love you Stylish, so so much" she replied still with a sleepy tone.

That was the very first time she would ever mention those words to me. Yes, we

had been having sex and hanging out for almost four weeks now, but we never

really defined what we were doing.

I had feelings for her also but I wasn't so sure of hers. She saying it now gave me

assurance and certainty that she did but I thought to myself, that she was

probably sleep talking.

"Okay, I've heard you babe" as I dragged her up from the bed, picked up her bag

and led her out of the room.

"Thanks Ivan, goodnight" she said to him

"Angela, good night my dear" he replied her.

"Brother, thanks a lot" I also said to him as we left.

By the time we got to my room, I lay her gently on the bed. She was so tired and

sleepy and I wondered how her day was, what she had done to make her this tired. "Thank God she didn't have to go back to town today" I thought to myself,

that would have been more stresful. I dropped her bag on the chair, switched on my lamp and then sat beside her on the bed to ask if she had eaten. She said she hadn't and I told her I would make noodles but she refused and said she would prefer bread and tea.

"Okay then" I replied. "There is milk and sugar but I have to go get you bread, is that okay? I'll be right back". She noded in an affirmative manner and I proceeded to go get her the bread. As I opened the door, she called out to me.

"Stylish". I turned back and looked at her. She had sat upright still in her clothes, a white polo top and a jean trouser.

"Stylish, come first". She was using a babyish tone. I really don't know how to

describe it, but the type of voice a girl would use to charm or cajole her man into

doing something. Sweet, shaky, childish and a tad bit mesmerizing. I walked up

to her and kneeled by the bed, facing her.

"Yes baby, I'm here, what's it?" I looked into her nude face, she was an epitome

of beauty. I really was damn lucky to have her.

"Would you please undress me?" she said with an alluring demeanour. I smiled

as l gently and slowly took off her top and jean trousers for her.

"what about these?" I asked of her underwears. She let out a tired sigh and

chucked. I could sense her tiredness and dizziness.

"Remove everything" she said and sol leaned closer to unhook her bra and

released her huge gorgeous titties. Then she lay over as I took off her panties.

Even in my sexual tiredness, I still got a boner beneath my shorts at thasight.

"Okay then..." she responded gently, "..you can go now, but please don't be long". She took the blanket on the bed and covered her whole body from toe to neck as she lay down. I smiled, stood on my feet and went out the door with a torchlight to go get her the bread. When I got back, I made us both a rich cup of cold tea and | sat beside her on the bed with the tea and bread well placed on a small stool in front of us. She sat up to eat, still naked but the blanket only covered her lower torso as her upper body was exposed. her boobs were visible as she was eating, it kept

jiggling gently. We were kind of quiet for a while and then I spoke.

"I'm going to town tomorrow morning as early as possible, I have a gig to go do" I

said as l sipped my tea.

"What gig is that? you never told me about any" she asked

"Hmmm, the thing is my dad sent me to one of my aunts, her husband's birthday

is tomorrow and she wants me to come do a surprise for him by playing or is it

serenading him with my trumpet" I replied

"Waoh, that's nice.." she responded, her dizziness was beginning to clear already.

"But wait, you don't have a personal trumpet do you? how would you do it?

I smiled and let out a mild fake cough.

"Well, I have my dad to thank for that, he actually bought got me a trumpet

from Lagos, that's it over there" I said as I pointed to the black box laying on my

box.

"Waoh, that's so nice, daddy is such a good father" she replied with a livelier

countenance.

"Yes he is o" I answered back.

I had just lied to her face and I really wasn't comfortable about it. I wanted to tell her the truth but I dared not. She was never going to find out, so it was better to

just let sleeping dogs lie.

"Okay, can I go with you?" she asked and I let out a cough. This time around it was

an actual real cough.

"Don't you have classes?" I asked

"Well, not really, the only class I have is by 2pm, so there's enough time" she replied.

"Urmm, its actually not necessary, you should rest well. I'll be back as soon as I

can, don't bother okay?" I said.

"Okay then" she replied.

I took a sigh of relief. I didn't want her involved in anything that had to do with

Jane neither did I want it the other way too.

"Stylish, come to think of it,...." She took a pause and looked at me. I stared down

and looked at her succulent exposed breasts first before moving on to her face.

She tapped me by the side of my head

"...idiot, look at me and stop staring at my boobs, you'll have a go at them soon

enough" she said as she smiled.

"I'm sorry ma'am " I replied with a laugh, "I get easily distracted by gorgeous things".

She dragged me by shirt and pulled me closer to kiss me again passionately.

Then she stopped and looked at me again,

"Stylish, I told you I loved you, and you

didn't reply". I looked at her, smiled and gave her a kiss again.

"You were sleepy when you said that, I didn't think you meant it" I replied.

"Why would you think I didn't mean it? have I ever said so before?" she asked

"Exactly, neither have I so l just felt it was something that came out by mistake

or wait, did you really mean it?" as I adjusted my position and turned to face her.

"Yes I do" she replied with that dulcet baby voice again. "I really do, I swear, do

you feel the same way too?".

Now this was the moment, the pivotal moment in our relationship. It was the

time to define whatever it was we had. The graduation stage from friends with

benefits transitioning into dating. I looked into her beautiful eyes and touched

her face. I knew I was in love with her and I couldn't deny it.

"I love you too, I have from the moment I heard your voice the day I called you".

And then with that, I noticed a tear drop from her eye.

"What's this?" I asked, "why are you crying?"

She smiled and said its nothing, but I further inquired. Only then did she reveal

to me about her first love, a guy she dated when she was 16, he was the one who deflowered her as he promised her heaven and hell. He was 20 at the time

and she was so in love with him. A year later he broke up with her the excuse

that she was too emotional attached to him and it was choking him. I interjected

as she was speaking and spoke

"Angela, listen, that guy is a fool, he's an idiot, look at me, I'll never ever do anything to hurt you, ever, to me you are perfect and I love you. Be yourself with

me, emotional, crazy, clingy, erotic, name it, I'm ready to deal". Now she was

smiling, we both were.

"Promise me you won't hurt me, that you'll never leave me, I'm ready to let my

guard down with you" she said.

Jane's face flashed through my mind instantly. What have I gotten myself into?

But I thought to myself, "one problem at a time".

"I promise baby, I'll never leave you" I said.

I hadn't even finished saying the words as she jumped on me and kissed me. I

wrapped my hands around her and traced it down from her back to her perfect

buttocks. "I guess I still had some strength to go a couple of rounds with my "girlfriend"

tonight" I thought to myself.