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"Because he seems to see Suzette in you."
What he said kept coming to my mind, I was a little hurt not knowing why I was like this? He only see's me as Suzette not as me. And it's painful, when you love him but he didn't done loving someone.
I looked straight at the white board and forced myself to listen to Prof. I'm also a bit late so I better improve my studies now, though I excused to everyone. But it's still embarrassing that I'm still a scholar here.
"Let's have lunch!" Rieza dragged me so Ricky Toni looked at me.
I just don't really want to mention his full name. I raised an eyebrow at him.
"Duh Rieza you know we are the only ones together as long as lunch!" He contributed a response.
I just laughed at him, because he didn't know about Enrico and I's break-up yet, maybe he got used to it that Enrico always picked me up and ate at the same time. I missed that a bit, because I also got used to it. But that's really, there are things you are used to, missing.
"Oh my god Ricky! You don't know yet? I thought you already knew! You're a gossiper right! "Rieza blocked him, luh?.
"The fuck .... are you two broke up ?! "He shouted in shock
I immediately covered his mouth so that our classmates might still be surprised. They just looked at our behavior and the others were busy on the phone. I looked at him badly and he understood that so he stopped.
We are having lunch in the cafeteria now, and as usual the one in front of me is gossiping again. I just ignored them and continued eating. I also miss the food here, because I always eat at the Restaurants that Enrico and I used to go to.
"Hey Leonce Margarita because you don't have a boyfriend .... "Ricky disturbed while I was eating.
"What?"
"Do you agree if Sir Feli courted with you? "He said while fooling me.
I just looked away, I looked in the other direction because of what he said. I immediately remembered what Enrico said earlier ... I took a deep breath and looked at them again.
"Wow are you still thinking ah? "Rieza whispered and they both laughed at the same time.
"You're over Leonce, you've already worked Sir Feli .... you're like that! "Ricky also said.
"Of course I will find out first if there is a girlfriend or not." I seriously responded.
But because I said they were laughing, my two eyebrows rose because I could not understand why they were laughing. Did I say something wrong? Over it. Maybe they get it. I was just shaken.
"Crazy!"
"You are too serious! You thought he was your lover ..." Ricky laughed and Rieza nodded. I really don't have a supportive friend.
"Fuck you all!"
They just laughed and laughed and even pointed at me, and because of their laughter it grew louder. Everyone looks at us. I hit them one by one so they stopped, but still held back.
"You're just the same Suzette's face but ... "Rieza said and now Ricky nodded.
"Luh? Ricky? Nod and nod? Do you know her?" I interrupted
"No ... I will search for that"
We just laughed at what he said. Anytime really.m.
"What did Suzette have to do with me? We have the same face, We are both actress, but she is just better but it is the same ... What else?".
"Mr. Ortiaga loves her... You" Rieza replied seriously, so I was stunned. Ricky himself calmed down a bit.
I just looked in the other direction and thought about what he said, I really don't care about Suzette, she loves that Eh. I just smiled at what I gave Rieza.
I accept Rieza even though I know it is very straightforward, even though she knows it can offend people but she still pushes. The important thing is that he says how he feels.
"Baaaarsss bitch!" Ricky interrupted in silence.
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This weekend. I'm here at Resto now, I'm recovering from my absences so I go to the twing I don't have work or taping. I serve meals today, Rieza is not there because we are supposedly rest day today, but because I am recovering I still go.
It is 12 noon. I just ate and I was about to go back to work in case my phone suddenly rang, I said goodbye first and went out. Who is this again? I answered immediately because it was Direk.
"Yes direk?"
"Sorry I just mentioned ... you have an interview later. I thought you have manager ... not yet. I'll just text the address and time. "He said on the other line.
"H-Hala ... am I involved?" Of course you are the leading lady! You should get used to that!
"Yes! Mr. Ortiaga and the other staffs are there too." He added before saying goodbye And turned off the line
I said goodbye to the manager of Resto that I would go home early, it was good and he agreed, he said he understood. I'm on my way home now, my hand is shaking a bit because of the nervousness. I do not know what to do. This is my first time!
Mama even fixed me because it was ugly when I wore it and I could still be seen on TV!
"Mom! Maybe I'll be fixed there"
"Don't do that! Get ready there. Maybe your face is fucked there!" she added.
She chose me with a Fitted Tube dress and Chanel jacket, with matching stilettos. He even fixed my hair And my make-up. My face is a bit embarrassing! Disgusting!
"Ma'am you don't have to get dressed! That's okay! Who fixed you Maam? "Asked the make-up actress who usually fixes me.
"My m-mama.." I'm still nervous right now.
"No Maam! Do not worry! You are so beautiful now, don't be that nervous."
"Thank you"
We are already preparing the staff because within 15 minutes the interviews will start. I'm walking around now because I'm thinking about what I will answer there? We are dead now! I was just shaken.
I was restless, I really ran to the exit case suddenly someone came in and I bumped into the hard-chest? I looked up immediately, I saw Iroul!
"Shit..." I immediately walked away a few steps "sorry ... I just can't really relax." I said more and looked at him immediately.
He also looked at me and then he was completely overwhelmed, I also looked at myself and I looked at him again. I swallowed a little.
I didn't expect it! I don't know who! Jusko. This adds to my nervousness! Hahs!
"Wow...exactly my type."
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