She can see that just like her, he too was portraying a facade of himself in front of everyone. But he is being sincere in front of her.
Just this look alone made her feel regretful that she did not enjoy the process of falling in love with him before marrying him. Looking at his earnest eyes made her feel that she missed the chance of being an excited and joyful bride that she could be.
She did not realize that while having these thoughts she subconsciously thought that she would definitely fall in love with the man that is standing in front of her.
She did not think at least for once that she may not fall in love with him or that she would love someone else other than him.
Just like that they did not speak much about their present feelings or lives with each other but also spoke everything that the others needed to know about themselves.
The night slowly passed by as they shared their bed without being hesitant but also without crossing the line that they were supposed to cross during the night after their marriage in a bridal chamber.
They shared their bed with someone else for the first times in their lives but none of the two felt awkward about it. Wang Deming felt ecstatic about sharing the bed with the woman whom he loved at first sight.
His love made Jiang Xiurong blush but at the same time made her feel comfortable making her feel welcome and at home. She did not feel the place new or strained.
Subconsciously both had already accepted each other and slept with each other in their arms.
Even with his loved woman in his arms, Wang Deming did not feel any lust. Instead he felt comfort and satisfied. For the first time in his life, he felt that he reached his home.
He thought, "Is her arms really my genuine home?"
He took a huge breath as he whiffed her natural scent in and felt happy in an instant and understood the answer to his unasked question. 'Yes, this is my home.'
Feeling blissful in each other's arms, the newly wed couple slept pleasantly.
The next morning, they woke up at the same time to face each other and were surprised for a second to see another person in their beds.
After a moment of being shocked, they both remembered the previous night events and registered everything.
Yes, they were married after a series of traditional rituals. How could they forget this? But they were surprised to find that they were very comfortably laid in each other's arms as if it was nothing new and were used to being with each other for a few years.
How did they end up this way? They slowly recalled the day before night's events. Wang Deming gave her a sweet smile while Jiang Xiurong blushed.
She did not feel anything while sleeping with him as she felt very comfortable when he looked at her with so much love in his eyes during night with the help of light from a torch aside.
But under the broad daylight, she felt more flustered and felt ashamed as she came back to senses and realized that she very easily went into his arms.
How could she so easily go into a man's arms she does not love? She felt like an easy woman and felt more ashamed of her behavior.
Looking at her ashamed face, Wang Deming patted her cheeks softly as he spoke, "Don't forget that I am your husband now. Not some random man you met on the streets. There is no need to feel so ashamed as you did nothing morally wrong."
He comforted her as best as he could but Jiang Xiurong's face went more red. He did not understand what he said to make her this way.
What he did not know is that, as he just woke up, his voice was still hoarse making it sound erotic and arousing. On top of that he was very close to her that, his morning breath fell on her ears making it feel more seductive.
Though he does not have any intentions to seduce his wife, she couldn't help but feel electrified by his natural behavior.
As he did not understand her feelings, he kept on looking at her intently, making her feel more delirious making her face turn into a darker shade.