In the meantime, the moment I uttered that sentence, "Are you okay?" Aroon said I had a lot of anger.
I wasn't mad anyway at Aroon, but I was mad at that thing inside. I'm mad at those things in my heart. My heart is almost crying.
No girl can get that bad luck.
My mind started to burn flames of ideas going through too. Those fires that no one can avoid. I'm still pissing my face off Aroon. I still pretend I'm asleep.
He knows I'm not well. I also know it's not okay. But what am I supposed to do at that critical time that we're in. I don't suppose sometimes I don't have the luxury of collapsing. I want to collapse now, but I have to stay strong. That's something that no one can afford. I don't want to be strong. I don't want to be the reigning princess. I just want one thing.
