The next few weeks were filled with agony and a little bit of sadness as the captain of the magic army still carries on with his new-developed habit of ignoring me in the castle, and when we are in the training sessions, that changes to him chastising me most of the time. I felt that everything that I do would always be wrong to him.
I actually do not know what I have done wrong in the first place to deserve this kind of treatment.
Is this something to do about what happened to us the other night? (Good heavens, I don't want to talk about it. And I know neither does he.) Did my confession scare him away, or turn him into the usual heartless, cold jerk like when I have known him first to be?
Why, I have no quite idea that confessing with the one you love can be considered as a grave sin already. That is why he keeps on condemning me for the sin that I have committed out of choosing to act according to my emotions.