After trying to draw a person for the first time in my life, I give up when I realise that it's hardly recognisable as a human being. Let alone as my Duke.
The eyes are hard to draw. The first one, actually, is acceptable. It's the second that is asymmetric. No matter how much I try, I can't make it similar to the first. Should I delete and redraw the first so that they're at least similar, if not beautiful?
The Duke's hair is also a challenge. I want it to look soft, but I don't know how to do it.
All this time spent focusing on Alexander's face can't be deemed waster, though. Even if I don't finish my drawing, thinking about his features for so long reminds me of how handsome a husband he is.
I was lucky, right? I always complain of his tendency to keep secrets or take control, but it's way worse how he uses his natural charms to tame me. His handsome grin is often enough to make me fall prey to his wicked intentions.
