Her hand trembles still in the air, she grabs her hand with the other and carries it to her chest, she tells her in a serious tone: and it is completely impossible (INKU is missed, understands that there is something behind her shovels).
They've been silent.
TOIRE has stood still, even with his face on his side.
KEKI, go through one side, head for the bathroom.
OKE rushes to hug TOIRE, who, reacts, is still very out of place, it was a high-voltage moment.
The others begin to retreat in silence, not INKU.
TOIRE gently turns away from her (OKE notices that he is about to cry, had never seen him so sad, is obfuscated and outraged at what he has just heard, in his mind the scene of the slap is repeated and KEKI's last words), TOIRE retreats from the place, goes to bed farther away to sit turning his back on them , on that side is a large window, behind it, there is a balcony.
TOIRE crouchs to the front, no one else dares flip, except INKU, who looks a little sad and worried about his friend.
UISUKII says goodbye to them, he retreats to his room.
The man is retiring. TOIRE, covers the sides of her face with her hands, without realizing it, the tears run down her face in silence, she feels extremely angry and sad, after a long time, KEKI has left the bathroom, which is located near the sixth bed, silently, she will lie down to her bed, she turns upside down , with a cloth on his face, in the eighth bed, TOIRE, is taking away his things to lie down, both KEKI with him feel extremely tired, there has been a lot of tension, they just want solitude for this moment, not knowing about the world.
After a few hours, KEKI has sat on her bed recharged at the headboard, she is looking low, turning his eye to TOIRE's bed, he can see him lying down, turning her back in her direction.
He hasn't moved since that argument.
KEKI, you know how kind he's always been to her, she doesn't think it's fair that she's been hurt, somehow she's in pain seeing him like this, that's something new to her.
He never went through something like that, he doesn't know how to fix it, INKU gets asleep, feels KEKI is awake, doesn't feel movement, so close your eyes again.
KEKI, something blushed by the feeling of rage, courage, helplessness?
Towards what?
Or why?
She doesn't think she's encouraged misunderstandings, she knows it, but she's hurt TOIRE and that hurts.
TOIRE has sat on his bed, tears rolled at him and headed for the bathroom.
Nobody talks, nobody comes near them at the time.
You better decide to remain silent and motionless.
It's been a few hours, some sleep and some rest.
TOIRE gets up and walks to KEKI's bed, she's lying on her side, covered with a blanket, she feels her gaze and straightens, she can realize that he's very close, they look at each other, she looks at him with some sadness.
She sits down and calls him by name, KEKI appreciates that he has had faith in her and for her help, at every moment of her journey...
TOIRE doesn't say a word, she gets uncomfortable.
He explains that, there is a but in history, (makes a small pause to take courage) there is nothing of it for him.
She looks him in the eye, is shocked by the gaze of TOIRE, who sees her safely and believes that there is, he knows it and she knows it herself.
She blushs a lot, loses her safety, feels like she's starting to sweat.
He's afraid to move because he's afraid that his legs will fail, but he's struggling to regain his self-control.
He, waits for her to say something, but she can't say anything, she can't lie, she knows that TOIRE is right, in her if there's a feeling for him, a feeling that shouldn't exist, it hurts her to see him hurt and the more it hurts her to be the cause of the tears that man has shed.
She, at the bottom of her heart, wishes to be with him, but, she cannot... she tries to resist TOIRE's gaze, somehow squeezes her fists, she tries to relax, she must end up with that conversation as soon as possible, she knows him, she knows that he will not retire until she speaks, she is also afraid that words will get in her mouth, besides, she should not tell her the truth, nor can she tell her that she does not love him and does not want him to come to ask you that TOIRE becomes frustrated, swells before her, and when she would fight her something, she stops, words just don't come out, that's when he squeezes his fists.
Look at her looking at him in silence, KEKI has decided to shut up, although he knows that behind that quiet rictus, she is just as crumbly as he is.
TOIRE walks away, stands up again and decides to go to his bed, when he reaches her, passes her by, goes to the nearby window, and goes out to the balcony, turning his back, hurting, at the moment wants to feel secluded.
KEKI has seen him walk away since leaving his bed, he has followed every step of him, in fact, he still sees it, he sees WAPURO moving (she has been watching everything) and KEKI lies down, is terribly affected.
She's lying on her side, and she covered herself up to her head, she wants to cry, she tries to hold her breath in pauses to make that feeling go by, she doesn't want to make a sound, she touches her chest hard, her heart beats so hard that it hurts, she doesn't understand what's wrong with her.
Never before has he lost control like that.
The image of TOIRE hurt haunts her.
His chest hurts a lot and he starts to sweat cold, he feels that he lacks the air, but, he doesn't uncover, he feels that he's drowning, his head hurts a lot and his nose, he's covered up so he's mourned.
This is new, is she crying?
It's something that shouldn't happen.
Then an alarming thought crosses her mind, she tells herself that it is not possible, above the blanket, you can see the movement of KEKI, who turns from one side of her bed to the other, does not go unnoticed by friends, no one dares to take it forcibly.
KEKI also says that, she must think of her duty (she begins to cry more out of control), she should not, should not.
KEKI can't stand the pressure, the noise of her crying is something she can't hide anymore, she gets up running (INKU sees her walk away), she leaves the room, ESU wakes up, just saw her come out of the doorstep, it became strange for her to run away, so she gets up and goes after her, OKE was awake, recharges at the head of her bed , serious, remember that she saw that KEKI was crying, she turns to TOIRE's bed, sees that she is not there, looks out and sees it, the recharged on the balcony, she recharges her head at the headboard, stays in her bed to think.
He doesn't know INKU is awake and he's looking at her.
END OF CHAPTER 32