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Chapter 4 - Invisible

I yearn for attention from this world we seek

My silent voice calls, but it is far too meek

A world filled with eyes but somehow I'm not seen

So desperate for meaning I overdose on my Methamphetamine

Come to me someone, I'm begging you please...

Am I nothing more than a distant breeze?

My heart is longing for something;

A something that says everything yet nothing

I too wish to be a regular human being

But my presence is now everything but keen

The hardships, the sorrow, the loneliness, this feeling of pain

I wish for something that is more than just rain

What do I do? Where do I go?

Am I moving too fast or rather maybe I'm just too slow...

This everlasting river flows from my sparkling eye

Sometimes I wonder if anyone would care if I even die...

They make it seem like I'm the villain and they're the heroes;

But in reality they are all nothing more than zeros

This cursed pain has left me unstable

I am the definition of broken and unable

At least one thing is now evident

I feel pain but all of them I am sure to resent

For once I thought this world was incredible;

But now this same world treats me as if I'm invisible