I yearn for attention from this world we seek
My silent voice calls, but it is far too meek
A world filled with eyes but somehow I'm not seen
So desperate for meaning I overdose on my Methamphetamine
Come to me someone, I'm begging you please...
Am I nothing more than a distant breeze?
My heart is longing for something;
A something that says everything yet nothing
I too wish to be a regular human being
But my presence is now everything but keen
The hardships, the sorrow, the loneliness, this feeling of pain
I wish for something that is more than just rain
What do I do? Where do I go?
Am I moving too fast or rather maybe I'm just too slow...
This everlasting river flows from my sparkling eye
Sometimes I wonder if anyone would care if I even die...
They make it seem like I'm the villain and they're the heroes;
But in reality they are all nothing more than zeros
This cursed pain has left me unstable
I am the definition of broken and unable
At least one thing is now evident
I feel pain but all of them I am sure to resent
For once I thought this world was incredible;
But now this same world treats me as if I'm invisible