After all that Janette was thinking that she might need to go back to bed just to rest. Janette looked into Molly's eyes and saw that she was happy but at the same time, she was seeing the sadness that started creeping in. Janette knew that it was going to be hard on Molly the more that she was falling in love with her the more it was going to hurt as she was not going to be able to keep her.
Janette was already feeling guilty that she loves her more than Janette could return. The fact that she had loved her for so long but had kept it to herself was part of the problem that she was facing now, but at the same time, she only had herself to blame for keeping it a secret for so long. Janette thought about it and was not sure how she would have dealt with Molly coming onto her before she went away for that wild weekend.
