Janette was not ready for the emotions that she was receiving from looking at the pictures. As she looked at them she relived the moment and the emotions that she was going through at the time. As she went through the photos she saw that her smile was not as bright as time wore on and what had been something that they took pictures of all the time became only on special occasions and then just on celebrations until finally, it was only if someone else wanted them and what had been at one time a bright smile that she carried around all the time became a forced smile in the attempt to try and look happy because that was what was expected. The bad part was she had not realized that it showed so badly but just thumbing through the pictures was all the proof that she needed to see.