18 sep 2020
D was thinking about her time in the military
Before 2 years ,
She remembered he was coughing so hard that his face became red . She was startled,' Why is he coughing so hard ? Did I say something wrong ? ' Then she realised what she had just said ,'You are so cute and I like you.'
She facepalmed herself saying , 'D you are so stupid , how can you say something like that to his face .He might think you are crazy now .How can you blurt out your thoughts so easily . What to do now ????????'
She gave him water to stop his coughing. He took the glass and took a sip of water.
She explained, "Y...yo...you what are you thinking ? I ....I didn't mean it that way ? No no I meant it .B...but but .....
Hey why are you overreacting ? is it wrong to like someone ? "
He was dumbfounded, " Hey , why are you yelling at me ?"
She said frustrated, "I don't know why I am acting like this either . I have never liked someone and I have never felt this way about someone except you . Actually I never cared about anyone , but when I saw you , something sparked inside me . Though we interacted only few times and also we don't know each other but still I feel relaxed around you . I came here to take a break from everything, I have never done anything other than studying, so , I came here to be a free Soul . Oh god what am I even saying ?"
She abruptly stood up and in the process accidentally kicked the stool too hard . The poor stool flew backward .
" Forget it . Forget it . Aishh.... this is driving me crazy. "
"Don't mind me ."
" You carry on ."
" Bye ."
" Good night. Sweet dreams . "
She left hurriedly stumbling on the way . She was too embarrassed to face him now. 'Ohhhh god !! how can she say something like that. You are insane D ' she thought .
She went to her room in lighting speed and pretended to be asleep. But the truth was she can't sleep , she was tossing and turning in bed all the night .She slept only early in morning .