She could not sleep , the young girl got up in the bed walk towards in the large window on the room where the moonlights coming in.
She sat up on chair and begun to watch the stars above.
A sad smile crept to her lips.
It's been awhile…
It's been awhile that she have been happy after a long deafening silence the young girl burst into tears and cried quietly.
Lo sientó.
She wants to say sorry to the person who was now a part of the stars.
She believes that when a person died..the soul of that person will be part of the billions of billions stars above
That's what she told me and now she's part of it.
The young girl's pain is unbearable and she always cry every night and saying 'sorry' to the person she lost.
She felt that everything's happen is her fault.
The accident that changes her life and took a half of her soul down to sorrow.
I couldn't accept it.
Probably she would never accept what happened to that person.
And have the desire that she would probably satisfied someday when she came to the right age.
After a few minutes someone knocked on the door. She glanced on it and open it.
A Man on his 30's smiles at her and caress her right soft cheek.
"Can't sleep darling?." The man softly said.
The young girl just stared at the man and did not answer.
"O-okay darling I just want you to know that on the next day , me and your mom will send you to the Philippines."
The young girl confused. What's is he talking about?
"Where is that?." She ask finally.
The man smiled at his beautiful daughter 'Katalina'.
"It's far from here darling , but It will help you to move forward." The man said confidently.
Lina can't do anything on her parents decision , they will send her to Philippines to start a new life along with her older brother 'Benedict'.
Her parents will stay here In Madrid but will visit in their home in Philippines every month.
At first she doesn't want to go , she wants to stay here for that person. She visited where the person buried. This is will be the last time for now.
"I'll be gone , I don't know when we will comeback but then don't forget me cause I won't forget you , you were always be my best friend..and you're always part of this.."Pointing on her heart. "..Camilla..watch me and guide me wherever you are..I'll get you the justice that you deserve."
She left the place one last time , she managed to smile while her tears burst.
In the end she left Madrid and goes to their home In the Philippines.
Her brother 'Benedict' is silent the whole time but It didn't bother Katalina , cause she doesn't care either.
After a long flight, they're finally home.
"Welcome! Señorito! Señorita!." A Middle age woman welcomed the siblings.
Benedict smiled at the woman but Katalina didn't.
I just want to sleep.
"I know your both tired hija at hijo , come on I'll show your rooms."
They followed the woman upstairs. Their house is quiet huge but not like on their home at Madrid. They have tons of maid and bodyguard but still Katalina don't care.
They first stop at her designated room on the right side of the hallway and Benedict's room is on left hallway.
Her room is huge too and it have the things completely and arranged.
She sighed. This will be my home for a while huh?
She first sat down on the bed and after a while she fell asleep.
BENEDICT roam around the house and he expectedly to be this huge. Not bad.
He sat down on the bench located where the garden was when the middle age woman again called him.
"Señorito! your father." The woman gave the telephone to Him.
"Yes papá?"
"How's your sister?."
He sighed. "she's sleeping." He visit her Katalina's room first and saw she was sleeping before he roamed the house.
"Take care of her alright? you are the older one." Then the lined hang – up.
Benedict somehow felt jealous upon her sister , because his parents attention is always at Katalina.
No..no..I shouldn't be this way.
Then he gave it back the telephone to the woman and then he leaved the garden to get some rest.
"Young master, I'll just call you when the dinner is ready."
He smiled at the woman and go to his room and sleep.
KATALINA woke up because there's someone knocking on the door. She opened the door and saw a maid.
"Señorita , the dinner is ready." The maid smile before left.
She prepare herselves first before go to the dining area.
She saw 'Benedict' alone on the table , she sat down and two maid pop out and serves them the food.
After that they're alone and you'll only hear the sound of the utensils.
Katalina is used to this she doesn't want to talk always only if she's curious or someone asked her.
But Benedict was not , he's watching her sister time to time. I feel like I'm alone.
"Hey". Benedict said.
Katalina look at him with a blank expression. "This coming next week , we'll coming back to school to continue our studies is that alright for you?."
Katalina nod and continue to eat.
"If you have needs just tell me." He said one last time and proceed to eat.
After the dinner , Katalina thought about coming back to school it's a new environment but then she doesn't have a choice.
Before she sleep..she goes first to the window to watch the stars above.
"Guide me okay? I'll experience a new environment next week wish me luck." she whispered.
I will not cry this time I need to be strong to get the justice for you. Just watch me Camilla..
Just watch me..