"Without giving away the entire ending I ruined the evening again" =Senses Fail.
Looking back it all seems like a huge blur. You have your hero's,Kurt Cobain,Layne Staley,Evan Dando all doing heroin and sorta promoting its use. You have the movies Trainspotting,Drugstore Cowboy, and Requiem all advetising opioids and then you have that religious moment when you first really get high. Ya know where you go out lying flat on your back,awake but not yet quite asleep. Drenched in sweat but not comfortably hot. No longer depressed or bothered by the fact you know you are the ugliest person in the world.