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CHAPTER 195
"Jade, please stop saying that. You are only human, There was no way you could have known and you loved him from your heart."
"Look at what that love had done to me, huh? It has killed me. I killed them all, I brought it on myself."
"Stop this Jade. You are not to blame. Stop it," Macy chided her.
"It hurts."
"I know it does but look, you have been stronger before, you can still be the same strong Jade I know. Just be strong for me and do not forget dear, you are not alone. Not now, not ever."
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Days passed and Jade remained indoors mourning her family afresh again. Meanwhile Arctic had tried to talk to her but she was not in the mood to speak with anyone, including her friends.
Apparently she stopped receiving anyone and just decided to be on her own for a while to get over things.
Before long, a month had passed already and Xander and herself had still not seen each other.
