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CHAPTER 176
She shook her head at what her life had become. She should have known better. All of her trainings taught and prepared her for this day but it seemed that she was not really prepared for it as she should have.
Arctic had pointed it out then when he returned. She really had dulled out and that was because she allowed herself to feel. But then emotion with logic was dangerous but what was worse was logic without emotion even for a killer.
She wanted to believe that she could merge both as did her parents. They found love yet he still ruled the mafia world.
But if she thought well, wasn't it that love that made her father weak to some extent but not weak in general in the sense that it gave him compassion.
She knew her father was smart and he saw through everything but why then did he allow his death to happen one way or another like that?
