Later at night, I'm still watching the skies when Sapphire suddenly enters my room.
"I'm going to the Forest de Gilder, you wanna come?" she asked.
"umm... Okay. I'll go with you" I said. I want to know what is the status of their world.
Sapphire used her powers to make a portal for us to go to their world. I never thought that making a portal would make an easy way for us to get there. I thought dreaming would be a way for me to get there.
"dream is just a way for us to directly call someone, it's not the way for us to finally get there" She's laughing while she's explaining that to me.
"But the last time I went there was you and Fairy Liz used my dream so I can get there. I also thought that it was real because when I was there I feel like I was walking to the grass to went where Fairy Liz lived. " I said.
"It was another way for you to go, actually when you get there it's only just a dream that came true. I mean, you only thought that you were moving but you can't touch anything if that's the way you used it. All that happened was, you are just dreaming and talking to us. You have to make a portal for you to touch them, feel them all the time" she says.
"Alright, you win." I finally said. After that, we both smiled and we entered the portal she makes.
I'm nowhere in the Forest de Gilder and I can't help but feel pity for them. The forest was once amazing, was burnt by fire and there were rivers are now dirty. There is plenty of fairies who don't have a home. There were creatures are injured. I really should blame myself for what happened. I was about to bent my head when Sapphire grabbed my chin and raised my head to look at her.
"Please don't blame yourself, it's not your fault for what happens here," she said.
"I can't, it was like I did something biggest mistake that caused trouble. That makes everyone suffered because of me. I don't want to make troubles I just wanted to help, I never thought helping will make me much worse than this" I said.
"Philip, sometimes people make mistakes, but that's how people work. We're not perfect, we were just created with perfection and mistakes, positive and negative, bad and good, right and wrong. That is how we created, our world needs balanced to help us strong, determined, to prove to ourselves that we can do this. That we can face all the trials in our life. That's how God creates us. God wants us to be Firm and to believe." She said.
"Maybe you are right, but you can't stop me blaming myself because in the first place you always warned me by changing others' destiny, but I never listened instead I still change others destiny that caused up to messed like this," I said.
"okay. Let's just stop talking about this. We are here to help, to make them move forward. Let's just forget what it's done, it already happens so we should start with a new one. We can't change the past. okay?" she said. I nod and help those fairy's needed help.
I helped by standing their hut, their hut just like a mushroom so maybe it's not too heavy to carry it. Sapphire uses her magic to make me fly so I can help more. Not all fairies are injured most of them are healers so they help other fairies heal their injured bodies. Other's injured were their wings, but because fairy healers can't heal wings they can't make them fly again. It was like they have a disability.
I help all of the fairies and other creatures. I must say that they were good... I mean, they never blame me, instead they smile even though what happened in their world was my mistake. They gladly accept me, as part of their world.
I was speechless, I wanted to cry (tear of joy). So while I'm helping I can't help but my tears are starting to fall from my eyes, even if I wiped it with my bare hands it's still falling.
Sapphire noticed that I'm crying, she look so happy because she knows that all fairies forgave me. I made a wrong decision that caused me to make a big mistake. The wrong move can harm others. That should I remind myself, that even if you make a wrong decision what is already happen you cannot change it.
After we repaired the all destroyed dwellings, we went to the river to clean up, We help each other to speed up cleaning the river, and we went to the forest to help other creatures injured. We worked so hard to make their world look like paradise again. And because they are fairies it's easy for them to make it like a new world. Even I made mistakes, I'd enjoyed a lot working together with them. If only I can change the past maybe this won't happen anymore. But if I change the past what might be happening? Can one of my friend's families doom? Or maybe other disasters are coming to the Earth that causes all people will die.
In that thought I immediately erased it, I don't want to make another trouble. Because if that happens, I guess I should be dead by now so no one will be harm because of me.
After we have done helping, Sapphire makes a portal for me to get home. And when I'm in the apartment Fairy Sapphire wants to stay there for a while so I let her be. That is where she lives.
I ate first my dinner after that I enter my room to fall asleep. But I hope, I don't get any nightmares again because I'm now afraid to fall asleep. I don't want to see another disaster that can kill more people, blood streaming everywhere. I don't wanna hear cries, grief, and pity. Because every time I hear them my heart is like breaking apart. Thinking about that I fell asleep.