She doesn't wish to lose control over herself and this is the only way she could ensure to be herself.
But right now, he was not looking at her as his back facing her and he was seriously cooking food.
She felt he is extremely good looking even from the behind, then he rolled his sleeves before cutting vegetable which she felt was very sexy.
In that moment she realized, a man cooking in the kitchen is as good as a view of a man working out.
She continued staring at his back as long as she could but once he was done arranging everything, he placed the two pizzas in the oven to cook it and came back to the living room to join Amara and she had to stop enjoying the view.
While cooking he could feel her gaze on his back but he was not sure if she was really looking at him or it was his wishful thinking so through his phone, he checked carefully what is happening in a way that Amara won't realize what he is doing.
