Eric's POV
when I woke up this morning keera was no longer on the bed I thought she had left the cave but later heard the sounds of splashing water from the hot tub.
I usually don't sleep in but I did today maybe because I slept late last night. I couldn't fall asleep after what happened.
when Keera left after we kissed, all realization dawned on me. like what the fuck was I thinking when I kissed her, I know I'm not in love with her and I probably would never be so why did I do that? I asked myself a thousand times while pulling on my hair.
I don't want to hurt her she deserves someone better than me someone with fewer issues and someone who can love her with the whole of his heart and not just part.
I know I was attracted to her that I'll admit to, but love is on a whole different level which would be hard to attain because it drove me here...
