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Eric found himself in his so called 'nightmare' again.
Then again Did his nightmare start from when his father strangle him ?
A sardonical smile edge on Eric lips.
There he saw it again.
His four years old self being strangled by his 'father'.
A crazed malevolence looked displayed on his father face.
The four years old him struggle dispiritedly..
Eric doesn't really remember on what emotion he had displayed when he was strangled. Fear wasn't etched on his face thats for sure.
Hmm... Maybe hatred... Not likely.. Maybe just plain struggling face to free himself from the death clutch.
"if you didn't came into existence, Will Sicily ever leave me? Will Killing you now bring back my Sicily?? My sicily... My lovely sicily... "
The more the handsome but battered man spoke the more his expression became twisted.
"Sir, please keep in mind madam last request".
At that reminder the dishilved man slowly let loose his hand that strangle his son.
"Your right... "
He whisper gently but the expression he made make it sound as if the word was a mournful howl.
And then the nightmare shift rapidly between the four years old child hiding or being in a vigilant state. Looking out on when his father would came unnoticed and strangle him, suffocate him in his bed with a pillow or being submerged in his bath tub.
Time and time again he would be let go at the last moment.
The experience was indeed dreadful and antagonizing.
The next nightmare scene was obviously the moment his 'Father' handing him a gun and maneuver him to point the gun at himself(father) and let the twelve years old him pull the trigger thus his twelve years old hand 'killed' his father.
"My Sicily said not to kill myself and to take care of you, I didn't kill myself, I-I rea-really didn't, It was you, It was you who kill me not myself... Not myself"
He repeated the word again and again before he clutch his twelve years old hand and control his hand to pull the trigger.
BANG!!!..
The relax face that looked as if 'he' was finally given freedom still linger on Eric memory.
The scene does not change as always, it never does, Its always the same... Same scene, same place, same word.
Phantom after Phantom, Mirage after Mirage flashed.
The dark energy growing stronger and stronger like a thick murky tangible liquid drowning him, the dark energy like a malevolent spirit seep in his body creating a mirage of chain clutching him tightly.
Darkness....
Complete darkness.....
A suffocating darkness that could drive people insane...
Plunging people into madness...
Countless Vicious eyes opened through the darkness, scrutinizing him accompanied by a wicked grin.
The whole ordeal seemed as if he was abandoned by heaven and Earth. The God punishing him.
In the outside world, he defeat and trample each and everyone already. He already became a person at the peak of food chain.
But, Only in his nightmare.. In his nightmare that he could never defeat..
A sore loser, A pathetic wretch. A stinky foul.
A suffocating helplessness always plunder him, making him even more vicious and dark when he woke up. Slowly but steadily moulding him into the devil he was today.
Eric doesn't know how long he will be stucked in this dark hell.
Countless chain that was filled with ruin binding him tighter and tighter.
Plunging into the murky darkness deeper and deeper...
Maybe one day he would really go insane and be a complete maniac. His sanity has already been worn off...
He really don't know what keep him holding on...
"Eric... Eric.... "
That voice...
'Eric' frantically look around for that voice...
He was already numb to all the things in his phantom.
But right now Eric was scared.
Scared that the owner of the voice would leave him again.
Scared that 'That' person would feel disgusted of his dark murky place...
'Where are you? Do-don't leave.. Don't leave'
Eric want to scream..
But like always he has no voice... His mind desperately yelling. Making him after five years of never struggling from the binding chain struggle again.
'Eric...Eric'
The more he heard the more he struggled, trying to free himself.
Through the myriad of his struggle, 'someone' who he can't see the face clearly as that person was shrouded with a beautiful light came towards him.
The moment that person touch the chain that bind him, the chain dissolve into thin hair.
His bloodied mangle hand was grab.
'Follow me and don't let go'
She said.
Eric nod muddle-headed.
His grip getting tighter afraid that she would abandoned him.
The dark energy fading in the background.
She brought him to a green meadow, a beautiful paradise filled with tranquility.
He has never been to such a beautiful place in his dream.
'Its alright now.. I'm here'
She said.
'Will you stay with me forever? I feel so lonely... I'm scared ,what if those phantom came and try to take me away again?'
Eric said with a spoiled and yearning tone after finding his voice.
Why did he start acting so intimately?
He don't know. All he know is this person must be with him for eternity. Cannot let her leave, absolutely cannot.
He wait in anticipation.
Anxiety, Eagerness, Trepidition.. All kind of emotion mixing up waiting for the answer. An emotion he hardly felt.
'Eric wake up! Eric.. Eric..... '
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Eric opened his eyes, squinting slightly to adjust to the brightness.
After seeing that person an enchanting smile blossomed on his face.
He cast his eyes down, closing his eyes for a second to calm down his turbid emotion of wanting to possess and plunder the person in front of him.
A moment later he looked back at the person in front of him adoringly.
"Your back! How long have I slept?"
He said tilting his head towards the clock.
"Three hours?" Eric said turnig back to Blue and gazing her as if she wronged him "What take you so long?, you've been away for 10 hours... I miss you so much, didn't you know that there's a person waiting you at home"
Eric tone sound as if a wife waiting for her husband at home and acting spoiled as soon as the husband came home.
Blue was left speechless.
A minute ago she was worried about Eric who was drench with cold sweat but now all the lingering worried feeling have been snub out.
"Go and take a bath, look at you ll covering in sweat, you reek of stink!"
Blue said scowling her brow and pinching her nose.
Eric suddenly pounce on her catching Blue unprepared. Immediately Eric started rubbing himself on Blue.
" I stink eh... Now you also stink"
A laughter rippling from Eric throat.
"You!... Get off!"
"No!"
With the push and pull happening accident were always prone to happen.
Blue stumbled, falling on the couch, Eric Obligatedly fall on top of her but stabilize himself so as to not hurt him with his weight.
Their face just an inch away.
With such a close proximity, how could Eric not feel anything whose desire for the person beneath him are always ever surging.
He does not hesitate to close the gap and kiss the person beneath him. Apart from waiting patiently he also has to take every opportunity.
Blue eyes went wide but the person on top of her became more and more enthusiastic.
Even if she struggke it was all naught. His unsuffocating weight and legs captivated her every struggle.
The nimble and slick tongue invade her mouth, licking her oral cavity, entertwining their tongue and sucking on it, their saliva mixing together. Her lips were bitten sensually.
With such a fervor and good kiss Blue gradually lost herself on the kiss.
The kiss was hot and domineering, with every means to plunder her.
Blue has never experience such a kiss, not even with Antonia.
Antonia kiss was just like a butterfly kiss, simple and gentle.
Eric kept an eye on Blue, watching her every emotion time to time.
Seeing her losing herself on the kiss brought about a great thrill to him, making his desire soar and wanting to intensify.
But seeing her losing in some thought as if thinking about some person make him enraged.
Narrowing his eyes dangerously, Eric bit more hard on Blue lips, hard enough to snap the person in his arm from the trance.
Dare to think some Rats while they were kissing!
Eric laugh coldly in his heart.
Intensifying the kiss with every means to punish her.
She is his! His!
Only. belong. to. him.
He cannot tolerate such kind of existence, an existence that keep lingering in her heart.
He will destroy that maggots!
Hearing the low groan of discomfort from the person underneath him. Eric could not bring in himself to make her suffer.
Sh-She is too precious.
His kissing become gentle, entertwining their tongue slowly yet carefully.
The feeling of being cherish, when Blue perceive such, she panic. This kind of feeling where she was someone whole world make her panic.
Unexpectedly or as expected, the gentleness make Blue snap out of the feverous kiss and make her struggle once more.
Eric was caught off guard from the sudden outburst of energy that push him slightly away.
Seeing the panic-stricken Blue he back off slightly, the thin thread of silver saliva stretching when their lips part making a sensual scene.
Eric slowly yet carefully lick away the residue while looking at Blue eyes carefully from time to time.
That careful action calm down Blue.
She completely sober up from the kiss that in turn make her completely quiet.
"Get off!"
Blue stated firmly.
"No"
"Get off!"
Blue bellowed starting to get angry.
Sensing the anger on Blue tone, Eric instead of getting up burrowed his head on Blue neck.
"No, you will ignore me. You will lock yourself in your room, mulling things through and decided to forget all about this incident. I won't let you.. I won't let you, you also enjoy it very much when I kiss you.. You like me"
Eric muffled voice ring out.
"What nonsense are you saying!, just because I enjoy the kiss does not mean I like you"
Right after saying those sentence. Blue realize what she has said was wrong but before she could remedy it, Eric speak up.
Why would he waste such an opportunity.
"You said it, You enjoy my kiss"
"Shameless"
Blue was left speechless from the shamelessness of Eric.
"Do you feel disgusted or hated me when I kiss you Blue?"
Eric asked, still crooning his head on Blue Neck
"I-"
Blue stop because she suddenly realize unlike the person who was forcefully kissed feelings of disgusted and hatred, she didn't feel anything.
Even her anger was minimal.
Why is that?
"You like me"
Eric magnetic cello like voice ring out on Blue ear.
A hot breath lingering on her ear when Eric whisper near her ear. Like a siren lulling its prey.
I l-lik
No!
"Don't try to play such mind trick on me Eric"
Blue narrowed her eyes.
"I didn't"
Eric said, blinking his eyes innocently.
Blue snort then push Eric. This time Eric obediently get up but still straddle Blue.
"Help me relieve"
He said sexily.
Huh?! Blue was confused. Eric pointed at his lower abdomen and Blue upon seeing 'that' her face flushed.
"Eric!!!"
Blue was angry, really angry this time.
"But its uncomfortable nghh~"
Eric groan sensually at the end as he grab his large pillar.
Blue eyes went huge. So the thing that kept poking her which she thought was a phone was 'that' instead!
Seeing Eric started to move his hand Blue was sooo flustered.
She has never encounter this act of sin.
She frantically wiggle herself from Eric straddle and run towards her room as if her perky butt was on fire.
Eric laugh lowly.
"Cute"
He got up from the couch and went towards his room to take some cold shower and relief him of his heat.
Its not that he is weak. But the enemy lethality is too strong.
Why is it that whenever it came to Blue, he was always like an Alpha wolf, posessive, obsessive ,manipulative and also always like a wolf in heat.
Eric smirk, No one was more clear to that answer then he himself.
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Merry Christmas in advance everyone!
Your lazy procastinating author is back.
(En.. Kill me if thats gonna suffice all your frustration and anger from my procastination.
i.e. if you all know where I lived... Bwahahahaha)
I'm kidding.
Jumping and doing a perfect kneeling. I kowtow to all my readers. _(:з」∠)_
"Gomen. Gomen. Gomen"
Please forgive me from my sloth sin.
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Lets do some poll.
Which type of person are you?
The one who formulate the rule.
The one who obey the rule.
The one who protect the rule.
The one who go against the rule.
The one who observe the rule.
The one who make used of the rule.
On the next chapter I will divide which tier each type of person are under.
The higher tier
The mid tier
The lower tier.
I will also give an explanation why they are in such position.
Thank you again for all your patience which I don't have...
Also we are extending and renovating our house so I'm a little bit busy.. *cough* this is my justified excuse from my procastination. *cough*
Have a blast everyone.
Covid really sucks. And have anyone also sleep when attending online class?.
I DID. and I admit of my guilty. Hahaha.
One more thing.. Did I say I love psociapath and not psychopath.. Ignore that nonsense.. I love psychopath.
I dearly do...