Eric turn around when he heard a sound of someone coming.
Seeing Blue a heartwarming which in other word an 'alluring smile' blossomed on his face.
Blue admit Eric is really a definition of beauty, a devilish beauty which could put any person be it men or women weak on their knees.
Being able to enchant and captivate anyone be it intentional or unintentional.
"You're back !"
Eric exclaim with a smile, his tone exceptionally intimate as if he has always been saying that sentence when Blue came home and he waiting at home.
Blue brow twitch.
Eric has a special existence to her which she admit but it was a kind of special encounter of surviving a fire together and not a puppy love encounter.
Even on those days Blue never thought of Eric in other way except a traumatic teenager that need comfort and nothing much.
They have known each other only for one week in which the rather intimate friendship fade away by time.
Blue has enough trauma to forget and doesn't exactly have time to think about extra curricular thought.
She was busy enough 'psychologically' towards integrating a 35 years old soul and a young teenagers Blue.
She was worried about her psychological shadow enough and does not have time to think whole heartedly about others people trauma.
In her past life she was selfish of other people affection for herself, in this life she was even more selfish for her happiness. In her past life she was selfish of wanting an affection from others even to the point of giving up on her own happiness, in this life she was selfish for her own happiness and does not want others affection or care much, she was old enough anyway and doesn't crave for affection but crave for her own happiness.
She was selfish so she don't want to put her heart on the line anymore, giving to others, her heart is only for herself !
She will even if it make her cruel will reject any affection that require her heart to give.
She can't return the affection of others whole heartedly nor she can't afford it and want it.
She doesn't trust people that much especially towards love.
It was said that it was wrong to judge people badly just because of their terrible experience.
But it was easier said than done on trusting people again.
Those who suffer themselves will understand clearly !!
"What are you doing in my apartment?"
Blue asked, her tone a few degree colder.
The grown up Eric was not cute at all is what Blue thought.
"Hmm... Waiting for you, why don't you change yourself and take a bath, the dinner is almost ready"
Eric said good naturedly, his tone flattering.
Blue knew, underlying his flattering tone is his overbearingness.
He is more aggressive than when he was 18 years old.
Blue squint her eyes at the alluringly smiling Eric. He was really different from that cold looking man when they discuss the Ai Project.
Blue didn't answer, she directly went towards her room to change, she will chat with him after dinner, she can't have a serious conversation with an empty stomach. Blue would never admit that it was because she was tempt by the mouth watering smell coming from the kitchen.
Eric chuckle shake his head and continue preparing dinner.
If ever Eric friend or anyone who know Eric Armagon will surely say that the now heartwarming, smiling Eric as an Imposter.
He has never smile for as long as they can remember.
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Eric and Blue sit side by side on the dining table.
Blue didn't plan on destroying the delicate harmonous mood for now because of all the mouth watering food in front of her.
Shrimp and asparagus stir fry with lemon sauce !
Low carp zuppa tascono soup !
Perfect pot roast !
Chinese cashew chicken !
Even just by looking at it can tell people that it was delicious.
Blue quietly with a poker face start eating, her mouth watering monologue not shown on her face.
While Blue was relishing on her eating Eric on the other hand looked on quietly enjoying the little foodie. He has always known that Blue was a foodie, her bodyguard would bring extravagant dishes and an 11 years old Blue would ate a lot.
Eric pick up the cashew chicken and pass on Blue bowl quietly.
"I can take it myself"
Blue mumble, this kind of sweet acting gave her some bad memory.
Antonio Callis sickful intimate action came to her mind.
After her rebirth Blue had gone to psychiatrist because those earlier time her mind although very mature was chaotic.
A grieving soul rebirth, so the mental trauma she will get was quite obvious.
She don't want to be a vengeful ghost where she take revenge for every wrong she suffer even though no one still hurt her in this life.
That would be like a crazy living.
Whats the used of her rebirth if she could not let go and became entangled with her past life and cannot forge a new beautiful peaceful path in this life.
She was clear headed but not exactly so.
She would do meditation class, and even confess about her pent up anger, grievance and all her bottled up frustration to a Catholic Church Father.
Catholic Father even with their own life hanging on it will never spill a word of the confessor.
But about Her rebirth, she will carry it to her grave.
Blue mental trauma has subsided a lot but the mental trauma she had a hard time dealing with would be Antonio Callis, the man who she gave her heart or is it ?
How much you love someone is how much you will hate that person. And Blue hate him very much.
She know he still didn't harm her in this life but still that man was the one who used to be
Her hope !
Her affection !
Her FAKE Knight in shining armour !
Its hard to forget !
Blue know that the only thing that can resolve this trauma was Antonio Callis himself, she has to face him bravely and not trying hard to forget....
Again.
Eric thought darkly.
Everytime he pick up a dish and put on her bowl she would be lost in thought as if thinking someone.
Even before she would be like this when he would pick the food for her, at that time he does not love her and was not his obsession but this time he obviously noticed, that person whom she thought of seem to have a special existence which Eric don't like this feeling one bit.
Eric cast down his eyes, his mood gloomy.
Its Okay, he will slowly but eventually force himself to be a special existence to her, only him and no one else.
She was only his after all !
"I insist"
Eric said raising his head and amialbly smiling towards Blue. His dark mood concealed deeply.
Blue watching the enchanting smile that could hooked one soul found her mind goes suddenly blank.
Eric raise his hand and tug a strand of hair behind Blue ears affectionately, due to the contact Blue came out of her blank state.
She back away slightly, her brow slightly frowning.
"Lets talk"
Blue state seriously.
"Umm what do you want to 'talk' about?"
When the word 'talk' came out from Eric mouth it sound suspiciously frivolous but Blue could not pin point that out because of Eric serious face.
"I am not interested in having a relationship so I suggest you to quickly dispel all your thought about me before it was too late for you, you will just hurt yourself in the end"
Blue state seriously, her face cold and detached.
Eric smiled lightly and open his mouth.
"But its already too late, I have 'more than love you' for five years so do you have any suggestion on how to solve this obsession, your always very good at solving my emotional unstability even in my teen years"
Blue narrowed her eyes, Eric was not like her past suitor, well how could it be ? those suitor was just only on their teen and not a mature man like Eric.
Blue was lost in thought on how to deal with him because this was the first time she deal with a harmless acting but overbearing person.
While Blue was lost in thought Eric suddenly grab Blue hand.
"Blue, give me a chance , please, I will never let you down"
Eric said stickily like those time where he request for her to stay with him at the hospital.
If this was any other person Blue would immediately flung her hand away but unexpectedly she can't do that towards Eric. Not when the present interlapped with the past.
Blue now realize that Eric seem to still hold a special place to her which she was not even aware of, that time she do felt bad leaving suddenly but he was not her most important person whom she would gave up a big project for but just a temporary familiar person whom she saved his life.
But now it seem it was not so.
"Blue agree, please, please"
The spoiling tone sounded out, this tone coming out of Eric no one would believe and no one would thought him that way because the Eric Armagon and a spoiled child was so contradictory , the gap as far as the heaven and earth. Just thinking about it will give people a goosebump.
Strangely though it somehow fit perfectly with Eric. Blue admit that being beautiful have its perk, see... with whatever expression Eric made it fit perfectly without any blemish.
He is favoured by creator when Creator create Eric alright !
"Don't bother, your beauty trap won't work !"
Blue said firmly.
"It still affect you to some extend"
Eric smile knowingly.
Blue was too lazy to argue with him.
"Who told you to have this devilish beauty?"
every person admire beauty and have a soft spot for them.
She mumbled quietly which Eric does not missed.
"To seduce my way to your heart of course"
Eric said shamelessly.
Blue side eyed him disdainfully.
She would never know that her relationship with Eric unknowingly became close.
Eric smiled the whole time while shamelessly bickering with Blue.
The progress he made was not bad.
Blue was not the type to be waited upon patiently but a somewhat forceful method is needed.
Her heart was sealed too tightly, like an unbreakable lock in which the key does not exist anymore so she won't obviously can't give her the non existence key but rather the lock has to be destroyed forcefully.
Eric thought that he doesn't have any existence to Blue but when he act out like he usually did when he want to demand something from Blue, he did not miss that momentary lost in trance as if thinking back something.
As long as there is this small tiny existence or hope he will hold onto it and maximize to occupy it all, so that no other thing would be able to squeeze in..
She is his.
Thats a fact that will never change.
Eric shamelessly make himself at home and does not want to leave, Blue has no choice but to let him sleep at the big sofa as there was only one bedroom.
Eric don't mind, there is a good amount of time.....
And when that time time came he will let her repay the debt in full interest.
Blue does not know that becuase of this event Eric would be so intense in bed in the future when they are together. But that was for the future.
Blue does not want to bother with Eric, he will eventually figure out she has no interest in him even if he shamelessly stick to her.
She also does not want to fill her thought on how to deal with Eric tomorrow.
Tomorrow problem should be left to tomorrow her.
Eric did not sleep immediately but was lost in a thought of the time when he was kidnapped.
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Dun Dun Dun
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