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Chapter 5 - Your's is yours

Serene already made her bank account in three different companies. This whole week she was too busy to even think about food.

If it was not her brothers, she wouldn't get a single grain of food by those leechers even. She decided her first step and now she only needs one thing which she will buy today.

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"Why are we here?"

This morning Serene asked him to complete his domestic and orphanage work as soon as possible because they have to visit somewhere and now both are standing in front of the mall with torn clothes. That's quite embarrassing.

Thank goodness their clothes are not torn to the point where it will be noticeable to others otherwise guards would have thrown them out of that place at first sight.

"Well I need to buy something" She replied enthusiastically.

"What?" There is nothing they can buy which will not be noticed by the others in the dorm. This is a mall where everything is expensive no matter what.

"Cell phone" For her plan execution the most important thing is money and phone. She can't do transactions physically available anywhere, she needs automobiles.

"What!" How will she hide it? 

"Yes I need that." Principally.

"How will you hide it" 

"I will manage it" She looked both sides to find the shop and dragged him there. "Okay let's go now we don't have time much."

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They shopped for half an hour when they finalized one with the maximum processor.

"It's good. By the way sorry brother I couldn't buy it for you. You know we can't take risks with you. I will try to hide it from others and warden never check my things so it's safe with me but if yours get caught, we will be doomed."

She wanted to buy every single thing for these two brothers. But that's not the right time. She will but things need time and she is obliged to answer to him. She never wants these two brothers ever misunderstand her.

"Don't worry you don't need to buy things for me. So chill I am not angry or something."

In this lifetime no one matters to him except this girl and his brother. Getting angry on things like this can never happen.

"Huh?" She didn't get what he saying

"Nothing, come here" 

He hugged her tightly and caressed her hair for a while and asked

"So what next?" He looked down to the little girl in his embrace.

"Books"

"Oh yeah Book's"

In the orphanage these two geeks are famous for deer obsession over books and computers. Most of their earnings also go to cyber cafes where they have learned too many unspeakable things. Between them Harry is the most geek for computers and Serene for books.

"So you go to that site and there are many books related to IT and I go to this site for economics."

"Wait, I don't need any book, I will come with you."

"Why don't you need it? After middle school you could never buy any books. And since 3 months you are saving for books and now you don't want?" She looked at him confusingly.

They both had struggled to continue their studies even after the rejection by the dean. They both know the best how much they wanted to buy books but Warden never gave them money as he did with others.

"It's not that. I'm just saying I don't need it right now if I have to buy it I have my money I will buy it later so let's go"

"Wait, are you trying to say that this money is not ours but mine only alone?"

"Serene let's go." He pulled her.

She stopped him to divert the topic "No first i need to clear out this thing right now. What do you mean by that!"

"Serene!" He pleaded voiced out to end the topic. He knows that he said something wrong and that's why he tries to stop it before it's too late. He tried to pull her again but she didn't budge.

"Tell me!" She felt that things will get dirty if she won't clear it out right away.

Harry still didn't reply. Just like he believes that silence is best for now.

"Tell me or I will go to police to report myself"

"Serene!!" His hold on her arm got tightened by the thought alone.

"Say"

"Serene, this is yours not mine from the beginning. I am already grateful by this thought that, in future you will take us, brother out with you. Only you are trying to do things for our future, planning, executing everything, whereas I am just sitting around and doing nothing and waiting for the result. So please let's be done with this context, because it's the truth."

"Huh..." She scoffed with disappointment all over her face clearly. Harry tried to hold her arms again which she removed while he still talking but she shrugged it away 

She said while directly looking into his eyes. "Great... I always used to hear that money does separate others now I can see it."

"Serene!!" He yelled without thinking about the environment

Serene scoffed loudly "No don't show me this concern in your face when you don't mean it"

"Serene why are you making fuss over small thing"

"Small? You think it's small? And here I think I lost my family."

"Serene stop this nonsense"

"No it's not nonsense Harry. Today what you said makes me feel like you draw the line between us with money. You think I care about this shit? 

The moment I'll be out with you guys out of that hell I won't care even if someone takes away this whole sum of thing.

If one day something happens to me, and I won't be able to do anything for my livelihood, are you gonna leave me behind just because I can't afford money to pay you? Is this what relationship we have between us?

Now I don't even have a single thing which I can say that it's mine. Really Harry, you disappointed me today." With the last sentence she couldn't control herself by tearing up and decided to just go away.