And after that encounter on the hallway she always go to my class and pick me after that.
"M-miss kim? what are you doing here?" I scratched my nape because some of students gawking while eyeing us because they cant believe to see her on our department.
"Do you remember what i told you?" She furrowed her brows That was obviously annoyed with what I said to her.
"I-im sorry i forgot that you dont want to call you that." I bow to her but she hold my shoulder and kiss my cheek causing me to blush hard because i remember what she said to me on the hallway on that time.
That she likes me so much..
Actually i dont know what to say to her so i Choose to not open up the topic about that and Diverting my thoughts about my school works that helps me to forget that.
"No it's i just want you to treat me like a normal student when im with you Lisa." She held my hand gently and caressed it causing me to bit my lip because im already blushing now.
"No it's okay, But if you call me Miss again, I will kiss you Lisa try me." She said seriously that gaves me a goosebumps.
"O-okay Jennie". She gave me a gummy smile that causing me to smile too. Jennie Held my hand and swayed it while walking on the hallway.
END OF FLASHBACK
i Chuckled on what i remember, Jennie is so different to the other girls that i met on the past few years. Jennie is so unique that i cant find a person like her.
i shake my head and released my thought about her.
I have a Prosopagnosia and it's hard for me to deal with this, because of this Our relationship destroyed call me selfish but i dont want her to know my case so i decided to Let go of her.
(Flashback)
"You have a severe case of prosopagnosia disease miss manoban, Based on the test it's because of your accident Last year."
I wheezed because of what I've heard i dont know if i want to cry or to tell her to proceed on what she saying.
"Is prosapagnosia C-can cure doc?". Doctor Bae Removed her glasses and Let out a sighed and pinched the bridge of her nose, it seem's like she hesitates to tell the bad news to me cause she dont want me to get hurt probably, She's our family doctor and i know that she have a big concern to me.
"Dear, sad to say There are no cures or treatments for prosopagnosia. Those with prosopagnosia must learn other ways of remembering faces. Clues such as hair, voice, and clothes may help identify people. Social situations may be awkward for people like you with prosopagnosia, causing them to become shy and withdrawn. Therapy can help treat any anxiety or depression related to the condition that have you."
I closed my eyes and nodded to what she stated to me. My tears cascading to my eyes and i let out a sob because it's hard for me to have this kind of condition. How about my nini? I know that she's gonna be hurt if i will tell her about this.
"Lisa". Doctor bae held my hand and gave me a reassuring smile. "I know that Jennie will understand your situation, She loves you remember?".
"I hope it's easy to say that to her." I give her a timid smile and grab my overcoat jacket.
"Your next check up will be on Monday. I will discuss your strategy to recognize the faces
And therapies that we will discuss for you to help that disease."
"O-okay Doc." i sighed because of frustrations
I dont know what to do first. Cause i have a job and the worst is i dont want her to know that i have this freakin disease.
I know that it's to selfish to not say this to her, and i know Jennie she will help me to this but i dont want rely to her, I dont want her parents to think that im just using her for my own will.
Cause her parents doesn't want me to her, because they thought that I'm a gold digger.
Well not really! because im rich.
I'm just independent person to be honest my parents wants me to go home now. But i want to really show to them that i know how to stand in my own.
Doctor Bae accompany me because she is very worried about me. She park the car outside of the building where i live and i immediately open the door of her car.
"Thanks doctor bae." I bow at her two times and she furrowed her brows and crossed her arms while looking at me.
"I told you Lisa, that dont Call me doctor bae cause we are no longer inside of the hospital."
I scratched my nape and bow at her again because i dont know what to say to her.
"Remember Lisa Don't Call me Doctor Bae when where outside okay? Cause i look like old when you say that." she sighed and rolled her eyes to me.
I let out a obnoxious laugh and she look at me with exasparation on her eyes.
"Tssk! Brat." she mumbled that enough of me to heard her.
"Ehem! I heard you Joohyun." she blushed on what i called to her but soon faded because of person behind my back.
"So thoughtful huh?". Jennie gave me a bland look and divert that to irene, But the latter didn't flinched and give her a stoic expression.
I already know where this is going
"Thank you Joohyun. We will going now." Joohyun raised her beautiful eyebrows and rolled her eyes when jennie give her a dagger look.
"Bitch!" Jennie Blurted out causing me to covered her mouth.
Good thing irene didn't freak out and only stick her Tounge to this feline eyes that ready to tweak her hair because of vexation.
"Lisa hold me! Because if ever that I can get out of your grasp for sure, I will not stop to tweak her hair." Jennie bawl but i held her tightly and turn her around to go inside of our unit.
"Baby! Calm down We'll talk about it when we get inside".
"No! I dont want to sleep here!. Why you always with her huh! What do you have with that woman".
"Jennie please not now." i pleaded but she ignore me and removed my grip on her arm that makes my heartache.
"You dont know that i wait for you for how many hours! then i will see that you are with her!." I shut my eyes and i want to cry because of this situation.
We always like this, Having an argument because of her nonsense Jealousy she didn't let me explain.
"Are you cheating on me Lisa?" I glanced at her and chortle because of her accusations.
"Why Cant you trust me Jennie!?" I could not restrain myself and shouted at her.
She widened her eyes and held her temple frustratingly.
"So now you are questioning my trust and love for you, is that so?" i didnt answer her because i want to stop this quarrel and i want to rest my brain because there so many unbelievable situation that i have this day.
"What! Answer me!" She pulled me closer to her and held my shoulder and shake it repeatedly.
"You know this conversation is so pointless, I really want to rest and instead of Listening to me, You always believe on what you see, Cause you dont want me to explain to you. So I should be the one to questioned that to you! Do you really love me?".
Jennie looks like astonished on what i say and she clenched her jaw because i feel that she's offended and looks like she wants to cry.
"I love you! Ofcourse Do you really think that i didn't? Do you think I would be angry like this if not?" She point out to herself while looking at me Ludicrously.
"No! If you really love me you will understand me and explain my side first." She raised her eyebrows to me and let out a long sighed.
"Fine! If you questioning my Love and trust for you. Then let's break up! I'm so tired too!".
I slowly burst into tears and turn my back to her while wiping away the tears on my eyes
I didn't mind her yelling at me. I laugh at myself because I look like a child that crying because of candy.
Maybe it's better than hurting you..
I'm maybe selfish but I love you Jennie.