I was really tired from all the ride to different places. The party starts at seven so I decided to take a nap for a while. I fell down on the bed as I froze into sleep in few seconds.
When I woke up it was half past six. I woke up as I walked into the bathroom to have shower before getting myself ready for the party.
I walked out the bathroom in a bathrobe. As soon as I walked the door I was startled by the sight of Zen standing at the middle of the room. His gaze met mine. He came closer to me as he pulled me into a kiss. He urged for entry as he started playing with my lips with his tongue. I gave in as he started exploring my mouth twisting with my tongue.
"I need to get ready" I said pulling myself away from him.
"Ok" he said standing there gazing at me.
I gave him a confused look.
"What?" He said grinning.
"Get out" I said.
"Oh! Please don't be shy Haru. I have seen you already" he said implying seeing me naked already.
"Zen just go" I said blushing.
"Okay" he said as I started pushing him out the room, closing the door behind him.
"I'll wait here. Do it faster, the party is about to start" he said from the other side of the door.
I took out the best suit I had that I had brought along with me for the party. I got into it. I looked myself in the mirror as I patted on my shoulder saying good choice.
I opened the door. I saw Zen looking at his phone doing something.
"Ahem" I made a sound to get his attention.
He looked up from his phone as our eyes met. He looked at me from toe to the tip of my hair. He came closer to me as he whispered in my ears.
"You look gorgeous".
I blushed at his comment reverting my eyes from his. He took my chin in his hands turning my face to look at him our eyes boring into each other.
"Never revert those beautiful eyes of yours from me" he said as he placed a peck on my lips.
I blushed.
He took my hand in his hands as we walked down the stairs to the living area. The party was set up at the garden. As we walked out the villa towards the garden we saw guest already flocking in. In a far away place I could se my mom and dad along with GM. As I walked closer to them I could see grandpa and grandma along with them. They were with Zen's parents as they were introducing them to other people. I and Zen walked over to them as we greeted them.
Zen introduced me to some of his friends as they indulged in themselves. I was feeling lost. I saw Zen's siblings chilling at one end of the party chilling. I excused myself from Zen and his friends as I walked towards them.
I was chilling with them chatting. I saw Zen talking to a girl. The girl was well over him, trying to touch him in places. Clinging to him closely. I was fuming with anger and jealousy.
"Hey are you ok?" Erina asked noticing me glaring at them. I was so into them that I literally didn't hear what Erina said.
"Hey are you ok?" She said shaking me.
"Oh! Ya I am fine" I said still my gaze fixated on them.
"That's Zen's ex" this time Ryeo said out loud after noticing me looking at them.
"So what?" I asked them.
"Just telling you" Erina said chuckling.
"Your gaze was like I am gonna kill you bitch" Erina said laughing out loud.
"No. It was not" I said felling embarrassed.
"Yes it was" Ryeo added.
" Shut up" I said blushing. "Was it that obvious?" I asked looking at them.
They nodded yes in unison.
"I think I need a drink" saying I walked away to get a drink.
I was at the drink counter, when a hand hugged me from behind. It was Zen.
"Where did you went off to?" He said.
"Why do you care?" I snorted back at him. "Why don't you go back to that girl you were with earlier?"
"Which girl?" He asked.
"The one who was clinging to you" I said. "You seemed to be enjoying her flirting".
"By any way, are you jealous right now?" He asked.
" No, I am not and I dont get jealous" I said trying to hide my embarrassment.
"Yes you are" he said turning me to face towards him.
"No I am not" I said.
"Keep telling it to yourself Haru" he said. I blushed.
"And FYI she doesn't mean anything to me ok" he said.
I nodded. He placed a kiss on my forehead.
"Wanna dance with me" he said holding out his hand for me.
"Love to" I said taking his hands.
He led me to the dance floor as we clutched to each other swaying to the music. I was never good at waltz and here I was stepping on Zen's shoes god knows how many times. After a few minutes Ryeo walked to us as he held out his hand.
"Can I borrow your sweetheart for a dance?" He asked looking at his brother.
Zen smiled as he let me go. I took Ryeo's hand as we started to sway along with the music. While dancing I noticed Zen dancing with a girl. I tried to see through the crowd but I couldn't. I gave up the thought cause I know he won't do something that would hurt me. I should trust him saying it in my head I indulged myself into dancing with Ryeo. After a while I got tired dancing so I asked Ryeo to stop as we headed to the sitting area where Erina was sitting along with her friends.
I excused myself to go to the rest room. As I walked towards the villa I heard something behind a Bush. I went towards the sound. What I saw not what I expected to see. I saw Zen and the girl kissing as the girl was about to take his shirt off. As soon as I realised what I have seen, I broke down into tears. Zen saw me from the corner of his eyes. He pushed her away calling my name, saying I can explain Haru. I rushed as fast as I could towards my room and locked the door behind me.
"Haru please listen to me" he said knocking at the door.
"Zen go away. I dont wanna see you ever again" I said sobbing.
"Haru please dont say that. Please listen me out" he said. I could here utter remorse in his voice of what he has done. But it was too much for me to handle.
"Please go away Zen" I said as I walked towards the bed as I laid down on it sobbing.
I could still hear him knocking the door begging me to open the door.
I ignored him as I started to pack up my bag. I got all my belongings still tears rolling down my cheeks. I walked out the door along with my bag. As soon as I walked out I saw Zen sitting there next to the door. Whe he saw the bag he got up as he tried to hold my hands.
"Don't touch me" I almost shouted out.
"Where are you going?" He asked looking at my bag.
"Away from you" I said walking towards the stairs.
"Haru please let me explain" he said desperately.
"What's is there to explain. One moment you tell me that she means nothing to you and then next moment I see you kissing her".
"Its not what you think Haru" he said.
"What should I think then. That you were gonna make out with her if i hadn't come" I said in rage.
"No. I'll never do that Haru" he said.
"There is nothing to talk then" I said walking towards the door.
He held my hand begging me not to go.
"Zen let go of my hand" I said.
"No. Cause if I let it go now, I don't know what would I do" he said.
I turned around as I took hold of his hands as I freed myself.
"Then I am letting you go" I said as I walked out the door.
Once I was out I saw Ryeo walking towards me. As he came closer, when he saw me in tears he got hold of me.
"What happened?" He asked rubbing my tears away.
"Can you do me a favor" I asked. He nodded in reply. I told him my grandparents address.
"Take me here" I said.
"Wait here for me ok. I'll go get the car" he said rushing towards a black Audi.
He took my luggage as he loaded it in the bonnet as he opened the door for me. I got in and him as well as we drove away.
After we reached at my grandparent's house he unloaded my luggage as I led him in through the gate.
"Are you ok?" He asked concern in his tone.
"Ya. I am fine" I said trying to smile to him.
"I don't know what happened but do you want me to stay with until your grandparents come back" he asked.
"No. Thanks anyway for asking. But I would like to stay alone for a while" I said.
"Ok. Then I'll take my leave" he said.
"Thanks Ryeo" I said.
"Are you sure you are alright?" He asked.
"Ya. Don't worry. Now go" I said hugging him goodbye.
I send him out the gate as I saw him drive away.
After he was gone I searched for the key as I knew they keep it hidden near the door. I searched for a while until I found it under a pot nearby the door. I unlocked the door as I went to my childhood room. It was still the same way I left it. I tidied up the bed as I laid down on it. The scene still playing in my mind along with tears rolling down out of me.
I decided to go to sleep but my mind won't let me. As soon as I close my eyes the scene keeps coming back to me. The tears wont stop, even if how hard I try to not cry.