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Chapter 4 - Does He Love Me?

I woke up thinking about Whit again. Why can't I just forget about him!! I have a fiance , I can't be in love!! As much as I hate her, I still have to marry her. I'm in love with Whit, but I can't be. It might hurt him…But am I really in love? My feelings are just as confused as yesterday.

The next three weeks passed. I saw Whit everyday, and I couldn't stop thinking about him.

I still was making up my mind about whether or not I was in love with Whit, until the cold Thursday of the third week.

" Hi, Daku!!"

It's mid-morning, the start of Whit's shift here. I forgot …

" Uh, h-hi Whit…"

I couldn't help but to blush at the sight of him.

"Are you ok? You're a little red,"

" Y-yeah, I'm, I'm alright,"

" Are you su- DAKU!!"

A large cabinet almost fell on me, until Whit grabbed me , pushing me to the side. I was awfully close to him, His arms were tightly wrapped around me. We both fell to the ground in that same position.

" Daku, are you-mhm!!"

I kissed Whit. Why did I just do that? What does he think about this? I screwed up bad…

" …Daku…"

I started crying lightly. He doesn't love me…he never will…

" Daku, you're getting married soon!! We've been planning for three weeks, and we've got nothing done- what happened here?" My father walked in.

Whit and I both got up.

" The cabinet almost fell on me. Whit saved me,"

I looked at Whit, he smiled then looked at his feet.

"Well, thank you, Whit. Daku, we have work. "

" Ok,"

I tried not to make it obvious that I was crying. I followed my father.

" Oh, Daku Miseron !! There you are !! You're marrying my daughter!! I'm so glad to be finally meeting you!! I'm Rosealine Rozedale,"Said a lady with curly brown hair, and the same dark blue eyes as Eleanora. It was her mother.

" Yes I am,"

" Are you excited to marry my daughter ?"

" Well…"

Whit walked in, he was dusting things. We kept looking at each other, but then immediately looking away.

" Oh, I see how it is…" Rosealine said. What did she mean by that? " Come here , Daku."

She pulled me away by the arm. She stopped walking in the next room over.

" That boy with the orange and yellow hair. Who was he,"

" Um, that's Whit. He's a - a servant here,"

" I knew that much. Are you by any chance in love with him?"

My face started turning really red.

" No! No, where'd you get that idea?"

I nervously put my hand on the back of my neck.

" I saw the way you looked at him,"

" fine, fine. I'm in love with him!! But I'm not sure that he loves me,"

" Oh, he does."

" Why do you say that?"

" Because of the way he looked at you,"

" He , he looked at me?"

" When you were looking away. Me smiled at you too,"

I smiled.

" He, he did ?"

" He did. Don't worry. I'll talk my daughter into not marrying you,"

" You would do that?"

" I'll help you. True love only comes once,"

" Thank you,"

" Have you kissed him?"

" I have, once. He didn't know how to react."

"I'm sure he liked it."

" Really?"

" He looked really in love with you, so yes.

I smiled at the floor. Was she right? I hope she is.

" I'll talk to my daughter now,"

"Thank you again, I'm in debt to you,"

She left. I was relieved, but Eleanora was determined. I hope this works…

Eleanora found me.

"Eleanora," I said with an annoyed voice.

"We have to plan for our wedding,remember?"

" um , your mother wanted to see you," I thought I'd help shorten the process.

" Ok, where is she?"

" Not sure. She's around here somewhere,"

" Why are you being so friendly with me all of a sudden?"

" I'm not. I was just helping your mother."

" O-ok,"

She left. I really hope that Rosealine can talk her out of it.

"Daku," it was Whit. Is he mad at me for kissing him?

" Uh, yeah?"

" I liked it,"

" you Liked what?"

"Your kiss,your lips are soft,"

I blushed more.

" I liked it too,"

He walked closer to me and whispered into my ear,

" Do It again,"

" You didn't have to ask," I whispered back.

I kissed him again. It was a longer kiss this time; It felt perfect. I finally realized that I love Whit, and I don't care if I have a stupid fiance.

" Wait, This is wrong. I use light magic, and you're literally the prince of dark magic! We can't be in love…"

" What happened to your usual blissful self? None of that matters , because I love you,"

" Don't get your hopes up, Daku. You'll find someone who loves you more, I promise."

He kissed me again, then started walking away.

" Whit!!Wait!!"

" My shift is over! And the eye potion should be wearing off soon!"

" Ok,"

Once he left, I fell to the ground crying. Does he really love me? He doesn't love me…but he might? I don't know!! I love him so much but he doesn't love me!! Why would he ever love me , anyway …

" Daku, are you alright?" It was my fiance.

" Eleanora, go away…"

I got up off the ground and wiped the tears off my eyes.

I ran towards my bedroom.

" Daku!! Where are you going?!?!"

" Don't talk to me!!!"

I went into my bedroom and locked the door with a spell. I started bawling. I want Whit…I really want to love him. That's all I want, but I can not receive.