Eventually my mum came into my room, she applied ice to ease the pain she said but it only made me it feel numb but at least the swelling had reduced, she brought this huge pillow and lay my hand on it and gave me some ibuprofen before finally wrapping it in a bandage and sat by my side just sitting there till I put my head on her laps,
"why am I so different mama, why, does the moon goddess think I CAN'T BE A WOLF, SHE HATES MAMA SHE JUST HATES ME", tears began to form in her eyes and she picked me up and hugged me tight and cried with me,
"I don't know darling I don't know maybe this is happening for a reason, okay you have a purpose, you have a meaning, I promise", she held me and then I drifted of to sleep.