Daisuke paused and took off his headphones from his head
his senses were raising the alarm of his mate's distress
he could smell her tears permeating through the house air system all the way to the studio
he left the studio and went to her room not even knocking on the door before entering
sienna sat up among the pillows with a shocked gasp when Daisuke barged into her room with determined strides headed straight for her
"Daisuke!" she cried in shock she suddenly found herself beneath him as he straddled her body with his larger one
"Why are you crying?" he asked "you're unhappy with me what's wrong?" he asked
"I'm not unhappy with you!" she protested in a small voice "it's my own problem please go"
"I am not going anywhere until you tell me what's wrong?" he growled softly
"I can smell your tears all the way to the dam studio Sienna my instincts are going crazy I can't work like this!"
she gasped "I'm sorry I didn't mean to disturb you I didn't know you could smell all the way here"
she whispered she pulled a pillow over her face he grabbed it and threw it to the floor
"I can smell it because it's you I mean it sienna tell me what wrong right now!?"
"I did some research about Huassain males on the web" she admitted "I'm your mate aren't I?"
he inhaled sharply she had guessed correctly
"and that's enough to bring you to tears why? I haven't done anything to you Sienna" he stated
"I said it's not you, it's me" she cried "I'm the one who you cant trust with your heart,
I'm the one who's feelings might change eventually, I might want to leave you someday
I might stop being in love with you, and if that happens your whole life will be ruined
you cant un-bond with me whenever I want you to its permanent even if I don't love you anymore
we will be still be stuck with each other and I will hurt you Daisuke, me, and after seeing what my dad
did to my mom I don't want to ever do that to someone else! you've already been so good to me!
wanting me to be your songwriter, letting me join your band, and move in here, its been like a dream come true for me
I feel like I've gained a family again! how could I bear to be the one to tear your life apart?
I can't do that Daisuke! I don't want to be your special one if it means I won't be able to commit to being
with you permanently! but I don't know if I can promise you forever, humans are fickle and our hearts
change so easily, you've been through so much in your life already, you've come this far, you're going to be successful even without me, I know that!
how can I come along a destroy everything you've struggled so hard for until now?"
Daisuke exhaled slowly and he dropped his forehead to hers taking in her confession wrapping his brain around everything she just said
"This is why it's you," he breathed in understanding
"out of all females in the galaxy, it has to be you, and this is why,
instead of being worried, you'll be stuck with a modern caveman for the rest of your life,
you're crying because of your own heart,
it's not that you don't love me
It's that you're scared,
you don't want to be the one to someday want to end this relationship between us,
you want to stay with me and be with me forever, you want to be able to guarantee that you can and will always love me?"
"yes," she said softly "if not then I am wasting your time being here"
"you're really amazing do you know that?" he said softly brushing her hair out of her face gently
since the first day he had met her he had known she was his
the moment he had felt her through her words he was determined to possess her
his instincts had demanded it but he didn't want to claim her by forcing a bond on her
he wanted her to fall in love with him naturally, of her own accord, so she would be with him
willingly and happily, giving her time to get to know him and understand him
she was more precious to him than she could ever understand
"no one can know the future Sienna," he said "not you nor I will know what will happen or how we will feel so don't worry about unnecessary things right now"
"don't cry sienna I promise I'm not upset with you for something you cant help,
you're human and I'm Huassain, we will deal with whatever comes as it happens,
it's not a problem for today, we don't even know if it will be a problem, knowing me
ill do everything in my power to make you happy for the rest of your life so that you never want to leave me,
that's the way the bonding works, it makes the male completely
devoted to his mate, to her care, happiness, and well being he protects her with his very life,
stop doing research on the web it will only tell you what scientist have been
able to find out about our kind, which is just the basics, but it won't be able to explain the deeper meanings of the bond,
only I can tell you those things if you want to know anything about me
just ask me don't be scared OK," he brushed her tears away with his thumb
she nodded in agreement "OK" she said softly
"can I ask you something then?"
he nodded
"it said on the web that you guys have fangs claws and stuff?" she asked
you're curious? he said
she nodded "will you show me if you do?"
"do you promise to not be scared if I show you?" he asked
she nodded "I promise"
"Are you sure?" he asked
"I'm sure" she insisted
he closed his eyes and then opened them again his blue eyes were glowing a vivid blue color his irises elongated into slits
his lips peeled back and a pair of sharp fangs slid out of his gums
on his hands, his nails extended out of their beds and became longer curved and very strong and sharp they shone like white stone in the light
her eyes widened and she sat up
"ooh wooow!" she breathed she held his wrist examining his claws from every angle
"thats really cool!" she said softly she cupped his face in her hands gazing into his glowing eyes
"your eyes are so beautiful!" she said fascinated gazing at them "they really do look like a cats eyes"
he was astounded he had not imagined her seeing his true self would get this kind of reaction from her
"Are you sure this is okay?" he asked his voice came out more raspy and growly and she gasped
"oh again!" she breathed "say anything, again please!"
"what do you want me to say?" he asked she closed her eyes shivering as goosebumps broke out across her skin
"oh that is so sexy" she breathed
she opened her eyes and gazing at him with the wonderful look of longing in her eyes
"Can I touch your hair?" she asked he nodded she reached up and slowly ran her hands through his hair
"it's so soft!" she marveled she suddenly wrapped her arms around him and hugged him hands stroking through his hair and down his nape
Daisuke could feel her flowing through him like a warm river embracing him
sienna was accepting his true nature accepting all of him
she wasn't scared of him at all he could sense no fear from her
and her scent he inhaled and shuddered her sweet scent had become sweeter and spicier
what was this madness? she only liked him even more now
sienna he growled sheathing his claws so he could embrace her tightly in his arms
"how? I don't understand" he breathed against her shoulder, "I thought you would be terrified to see me like this"
she shook her head smiling
"you need to understand more about human women I think" she drew him down to sit next to her in the bed
"There is something about a man that's dangerous that attracts us on a primitive instinctual level
we also like men that are unattainable the more forbidden it is, the more exciting it is to us, the more we want it,
in earth's cultures, there are many legends and lore about mythological males with
qualities and abilities that make them different from other ordinary men
vampires werewolves and other beings are featured as the heroes of these stories
and many romantic novels and movies geared towards women and young girls
are written to entertain us providing us with all different kinds of fantasies
you're like one of those beings except you're real and it's not magical abilities
but it's your actual genetics you're really amazing Daisuke truly" she breathed
she stroked his handsome face with her hands drawing him to her
he slowly allowed his lips to brush hers
just that hint of her taste the softness of her lips was enough to push him over his limits
he pushed her back into the bed as his body came down on hers
his lips claiming hers ruthless and hungry tongue plunging inside her warm moist and sweet mouth
his arms sliding under her body to hold her
his muscular thighs in his leather pants parting hers so his hips could find home
he groaned in satisfaction her scent and taste filling his senses
sienna was being ravaged she loved every minute of it the butterflies in her heart was now a raging drum
as a soft heat melted in the pit of her stomach
she was thrilled at the warmth and weight of his body on hers his hardness felt like heaven against her softness
his taste spicy and sweet was so addictive so hot she would easily become addicted to his kiss
his scent was of heavy rainfall to dry earth
on a hot summers day tinged with musk that was delicious to her senses
when he broke the kiss they were both panting and flushed sienna's lips were swollen
he dropped his nose into her neck nuzzling her and
making a warm sound she was only just recognized as a rumbling purr
making her breath catch she stroked his hair enjoying the warmth of being held by him
"I have to get back in the studio," he said softly lifting his head gazing at her with warm eyes
"do you want to come with me? keep me company?"
"can I? won't I be disturbing you?" she asked
"it will be more distracting trying to work while thinking about you up here in your room by yourself" he replied
"sure" she agreed "I haven't yet seen what you do when you're making music it will be interesting"
he smiled and kissed the tip of her nose "you're so cute come on I'll show you"
he pulled her out of bed and into his arms picking her up princess style
"oh my god Daisuke!" she cried giggling
"shh! don't let the others hear us," he said grinning "be good"
she buried her face in his shoulder as he left her room he carried her to the elevator